Somethings up. My mom just asked me to quit my job.
I smell a rat...
but would hate to jump to conclusions, especially dealing with my own blood.

Friday, what a fucking let down. You were suposed to be the day that i never wanted to end. thankfully, after 3 failed parties, it did. Thursday was AMAZING and easy. I sohuld leave school when i feel like it more often. No, wait, bad idea. But still, Great day with some walmart pictures to sport. Saturday woke up, went to work, went to hang out ( Read more... )

School was simple, i payed attention, got shit done. Came home and sat on my ass eating until cavan called. I think he was just looking for a way out of the heat but either way i dont mind. We got some wood at lowes and went to five guys. I locked myself up in that garage and constructed a crude looking rectangular prism... its a work in progress ( Read more... )

I love my job ( Read more... )

Today was very nice ( Read more... )

PSAT
Pure shitty ass testing
or something

Got home after finally getty my CAR! Im back in business! Rushed off to work, had some fun there, covered in salad dressing. Came home and fought with my mom about 'overworking' myself and such, the usual. Annddd for some reason. Im still up. Erin, you know im not supposed to be up this late, nice going.

Every 'today' is false. It's just a clone of yesterday. Nothing is moving, except these butterflies in my stomach. I feel like an outcast, and all i can do is sit here and swallow hard. I am not visible to the people i want to notice me most,, and all i can do is sit here and swallow hard. I dislike where i am heading, and all i can do is sit here ( Read more... )

Found my phone, in the most obvious place of course. Friday night...nothing went as planned. I definetly did not PLAN to almost get in a car crash and die. But i mean, the night had its ups and downs. Saturday, got nothing done and slept a ton! When i walked into work brooke told me i looked paranoid as fuck. Im really suprised i didnt fall asleep ( Read more... )

What a fucking weekend killer. GARRAAHHHHHH. This blows.

i seemed to have lost my cell phone. shit.