So pretty much life sucks.
That and i suck at life.

I pretty much ruined a friendship between one of my really good friends and the girl he loves.
Yeah, i suck.

Sarah's moving away.
There goes my best friend.

I hate life.

I went Christmas Shopping...

I got a new pair of jeans.

hehe.

I LOVE TORI ANN HEATH!

So i havent posted in such a long time.
I've been pretty busy working.

Life sucks.
I hate it.
I cant wait to get out of high school.
I am so ready.

Cant wait to move away!!
Get away from EVERYTHING.
I can start over.
No one would know my past.

there's nothing pretty on me.
im sitting here with myself and my thousand emotions.
I have to go to counsling.
i dont wanna be home right now.
i am so confused.
i have a bf.
but im in love with someone else.
i hate my life.
i want everything to go back to normal.
i miss him so... much.
why does he love someone else?
He used to love me that way.
agh.

Well,im done with Ben. Apparently im not allowed to do stuff with my bf, but he can do stuff with his gf...not fair. whatever im done with him.

I DONT CARE ANYMORE.

I JUST WANT TO BE HAPPY

So yeah. I started my new job at CVS. The people i work with kick ass. I get my own locker and i even have a pin with my name on it. Its great.

Than, the Patriots and the Red Sox both won tonight. Even better.

And if that wasnt a great day, Nate asked me out. I am oh so happy.I havent been happy in such a long time. Now i like to smile.

There was a girl who was a mess. She went away for a week and met the most amazing guy. We'll call him Steve. He was the best thing that happened to her. She stopped drinking and cutting and all that bad stuff for him. She was so happy. Than they broke up. It was OK because he became her best friend. She was upset and missed him, but she could deal ( Read more... )

Today is going to be boring. Work from 5-10pm. Tomorrow. Starting my new job as a cashier at CVS. Oh grand. 9am-4pm. Than to my other job 5-10pm. Can you spell out L-O-N-G A-S-S D-A-Y? I hate school. I hate people at school.I hate guys.

so i am totally over the whole big thing that happened this summer with me and Kenny. We are still friends so its cool. Yeah, i give him answers in chemistry class.
Anyways. So Ben lied to me...It kinda sucked. But im over it. He pisses me off cuz he wouldnt tell me that he was still going out with Kris (and he never broke up with her in the first ( Read more... )

so i give up with me and Ben. I thought things were going good...than last night he's like "oh yeah, me and Kris never broke up like i said we did." fuck him.
i slept with a guy this summer, he told a few friends and its all over the school.
i have like no friends.it sucks.
i hate everyone's bullshit right now.
guys are fucking gay. i give up on them.
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