[fic] Source of Happiness - Reita x Aoi - 3/?
Title : Source of Happiness
Chapter : 3/??
Author : kei_kyuuketsuki
Fandom : the GazettE, Alice Nine
Pairings : ReitaXAoi, ToraXAoi, UruhaxSaga, Torax??
Rating : R
Genre : AU, drama, (a little) angst
Warning : (a little) violence, sexual harassment...
Disclaimer : I don’t own those beautiful boys. They belong to themselves. I only own the storyline.
Summary : that beautiful being catches Reita’s eyes. Unfortunately, the Beautiful Being already belongs to someone...
Comments : I wrote this chapter in 3rd POV. Oh, it’s a pretty short chapter. Happy reading!
Chapter 1: Beauty
Chapter 2: Innocent
VIEW
That day, Aoi waited until Tora walked to his door in that black car and opened the door for him. Aoi got off of the car and he waited again until Tora locked his car door.
“Come on…” Tora took a held Aoi’s hand. Aoi just nodded a little and he let Tora took the lead as they walked into their campus.
That’s Tora. One side, he could be so gentle and full of care. But if something went wrong in his point of view, and he didn’t like it, he could turn into a very insolent person. Aoi had guessed that Tora had some split personality. But of course, Aoi never utter his thought.
Tora memorized all Aoi’s class schedule. Tora even knew if one of Aoi’s classes had been changed or moved to other room. Only some sudden case like yesterday that Tora couldn’t estimate. That’s why Tora wanted Aoi to tell him everything about any change in Aoi’s schedule. That way, Tora could always monitored Aoi wherever he was.
…“Then what the use of the cellphone I gave you if you always acted like this?”…
Yes, that cellphone. Tora bought a cellphone for Aoi, and asked Aoi to get rid of his old one. That way, Tora could always make a contact with Aoi, anytime he wanted to. Only certain people who knew Aoi’s number. Aoi felt Tora had gone too far about that. Aoi felt like he was fettered with Tora’s treatment. Stealthily, Aoi still used his old cellphone. Aoi still wanted to stay in touch with his other friends.
It was white. Aoi’s old cellphone is white. He called it “Chizuru”. The name expressed Aoi’s hope for Tora, that Tora would change, that Tora would love him like other people who love their lover. Aoi hoped so much that Tora would stop acted rude to him.
In the other hand, the cellphone that Tora gave to Aoi was black. With that, Aoi gave “Ogre” for the cellphone’s name. Every time Tora needed Aoi, Aoi had to be ready for him, at anytime. The sound of the black cellphone was a sign for Aoi that Tora would stole his entire time. For that reason, Aoi saw the black cellphone as some frightening thing, and called it “Ogre”. Aoi found the name suited the black thing and its function very much.
After they reached Aoi’s class’ front door, Tora looked at his lover. Aoi still lowered his gaze. Tora then touched Aoi’s chin softly and raise Aoi’s face so that Tora could looked at Aoi’s forehead.
“Good,” Tora said with a smile. “You really do know how to straightening your hair.” Aoi just nodded at those words. “Get in to your class. I’ll pick you up later. Remember, if there’s anything I have to know, if there’s a change like yesterday, whether it’s your schedule or your class room, immediately tell me about it, ok? So that I don’t have to search for you in this vast campus. Understand?”
“Yes, Tora,” Aoi answered with a small nod.
“Good. Now get it.” Tora caressed Aoi’s hair.
Aoi gasped when Tora’s hand almost touching his left side of his forehead. Aoi sigh a relieved breath when he didn’t feel the pain. Aoi walked into his class. Without looking back, Aoi knew that Tora was still there and was waiting until Aoi sat in his chair. After that, Tora smiled. He waved his hand at Aoi before he left the class.
When Tora in the hallway, he saw Reita walked to the same direction with Aoi’s class. Tora, who was still walking, without stopping his step, he looked at Reita.
Of course, from his position, Reita could saw Tora too. He saw how Tora looked at him. Reita felt not too comfortable with that. But Reita didn’t want to make trouble. Reita just nodded a little just to be polite.
Tora looked away. He didn’t respond it. Reita sighed a little and still walked to his destination. When Reita reached the class’ front door, Reita stopped his step and looked back for a while. He saw Tora turned at the end of the corridor and gone. Reita shook his head before he continued his step into his class. He looked inside the class and he found Aoi in his chair. He saw it when Aoi looked at him. But Reita didn’t have the time to give the Beautiful Being a smile, for Aoi just lowered his gaze right after he saw Reita came. Reita caught a glance when Aoi fixed his bangs carefully.
Reita took a sit behind Aoi. Cautiously, Reita patted Aoi’s shoulder. “No need to turn around,” Reita said quickly. “Tora drove you here today?” Reita asked. Aoi nodded. Reita realized that Aoi’s behavior today was more taciturn than usual. “Are you ill?” Reita asked. Again, Aoi just nodded, as slow as before. Again, Reita saw it when Aoi fixed his bangs. It was really weird. Why did Aoi always do that all the time? Reita didn’t know why, and he didn’t stop himself when he extended his hand to the left side of Aoi’s head. Reita touched Aoi’s bangs softly but…
“Ittai!” Aoi screamed and he immediately lowered his head again and covering his forehead.
That scream made few people in that class looked at Aoi. Reita himself was shocked after hearing the shout. When he wanted to asked Aoi what had happened to him, Uruha walked in the class and just took a sit right beside him.
“Hey!” Uruha greeted him.
“Hey…” Reita tried to show his smile. His attention was still taken up to Aoi. “There’s something wrong here…”
“What?” Uruha didn’t understand when suddenly Reita said those words.
“Ha..?” Reita looked at Uruha who looked at him in confusion. “Oh, nothing…”
“Hey, later, I want you to accompany me,” Uruha said with a grin.
“Where?”
“I want to search for a present. It’s for Saga,” Uruha said, still grinning. It was the grin that Reita see as the stupid-grin.
“Oh, yes…” Reita said. Reita nearly forgot that his best friend’s addiction toward Saga, their high school’s class mate. Who would have thought that their relationship will grew stronger until today? “OK…” That was all Reita said.
“Great! After today’s class, let’s go to the mall, ok?” Uruha said with a wink.
*
Mall. It wasn’t a nice place for Reita. OK. That place was crowded and Reita could see a lot of things here. But if he went to that place with someone as over-cheerful as Uruha, that was another story.
Well, Reita really didn’t hate Uruha. He just didn’t like to be someone who couldn’t do anything while his accompanied best friend was giggling to himself. Reita bet Uruha was imagining Saga’s response when he got his present from Uruha.
“Uruha…” Reita called for his best friend for the umpteenth time.
“Hey, what do you think about this one? Will Saga love this?” Uruha asked as he showed a red colored jacket. Uruha didn’t realize at all at Reita’s annoyed voice.
“I don’t know, Uruha. I don’t know Saga’s taste…”
“Then, do you think this will suit him?”
“I don’t know, Uruha…” Reita said with lazily.
“Imagine him wearing this jacket!” Uruha squealed like a school girl.
“Why won’t YOU imagine it by yourself?”
“I did.”
“So?”
“Mm… I guess this jacket will suit him…”
Reita tapped Uruha’s forehead. “Then what are you waiting for!? Just buy the jacket!”
“Tch… if I knew it would be like this, I didn’t have to ask you to go with me…” Uruha pouted.
“Just take the jacket to the cashier. I’m hungry.”
“Don’t eat this!” Uruha said in panic when he hid the jacket behind his jacket.
Reita looked at Uruha disbelievingly. “I don’t have any interest in eating a jacket, Mr. Purple. Now, take that jacket to the cashier, pay it, and let’s search for the closest restaurant before I eat your noodle-look-alike hair!”
Uruha grinned. “OK!” he said cheerfully before he walked to the cashier. Reita just palmed his face at his best friend fast-changing mood.
*
Done with his business, Uruha walked out from the store and catch Reita up outside the store. The blonde was showing off the present that he bought for Saga. It was wrapped in purple glittered paper. After that, like what Reita wanted, they walked inside the mall in searching for a place to eat. As they walked, Uruha just didn’t stop talking about Saga. Reita smiled at his best friend fondness. But something behind Uruha caught Reita’s attention. At that view, Reita lost his entire smile in a sudden.
It was Tora. He was sitting in a café. He’s not alone. Someone was accompanying him. Reita didn’t know who it was. That person was certainly not Aoi. That person was blonde, just like Uruha, and that person was a little short. Reita can saw it from that person’s and Tora’s height differences. Yes, that person sat side by side with Tora. Yes, that person sat so close with Tora. And, yes, Tora treat that person just like that person was his lover.
Uruha felt a little weird when he didn’t receive any response from Reita. When Uruha looked at Reita’s gaze’s direction, Uruha just sighed. He could felt that Reita was a little angry at the view. Uruha could saw it from Reita clenched hand.
In the other hand, Reita still looked at the two people inside the café. The blonde leaned his head on Tora’s shoulder. They giggled at something. It looked like they enjoyed their time very much. If so, did Aoi know about this? If Aoi IS Tora’s lover, then who was that blonde? What will Aoi do if he found out about this?
“Reita…” Uruha patted Reita’s shoulder.
“There’s something wrong here…” Reita said in a low voice without taking his eyes off of Tora and the blonde. They looked too engrossed with themselves to realize that there were two people who were looking at them.
“Yes. Everyone knows that. But this is not our business…” Uruha said.
“Everyone?” Then why Aoi acted like this thing was not a problem?
“Well, ALMOST everyone,” Uruha answered. “You already knew that a lot of people like Aoi very much, right? To make Aoi wanted to break up with Tora, they searched all the information, the bad one, about Tora. But still… after they found out about that-” Uruha pointed at Tora and the blonde. “-they still couldn’t do anything for Tora has tremendous influence in our campus.” Uruha took a glance at Tora. “Come on, Rei. You said you’re hungry,” said Uruha as he pulled Reita and walked away from the café.
“I’m not hungry anymore…” Reita said softly. He let Uruha took him away from the place that pissed him off every time he put his gaze there.
“So, where are we going now?”
“I don’t know… that sight pissed me off…”
Uruha watched his best friend but didn’t say anything. He just took a deep breath and exhaled is slowly. “Ah, there’s one place that has a pretty good menu. It’s not in this mall, but I guarantee you’ll love the food.” Uruha tried to cheer Reita up.
“OK…” Reita smiled a bit. “Oh, hey…”
“Yep?”
“The influence that Tora has… was it all about money?”
“What do you mean?”
“I mean, there are a lot of people out there who hate him. But why he could still stick out until now?”
“Well, maybe… money can make people like Tora has a lot of confidence to face everyone. He could manage people around him using that thing. I think.”
“Tch… if only I could, I really wanted to gather all the people who hate Tora and work together to throw him away from our campus…”
“Wow, wow, there… Reita, what’s wrong with you? Ok, I know that lots of people hate Tora. But none of them wanted to deal or make trouble with him. Come on. Don’t get yourself involved in his business. This is not your problem, right?”
“I don’t know, Uruha… I just don’t really like the way Tora treat Aoi…”
It surprised Uruha. “Eh? What did Tora do to Aoi?”
“Looks like… sometimes Tora likes to harm Aoi…”
“Looks like?”
“Yeah… Aoi’s forehead… this morning… he…” Reita paused.
“Forehead?”
“Well, I can’t say it for sure, though… but Aoi’s soreness was really visible today. I don’t know what makes him like that though…”
“I see…” Uruha nodded. “I noticed it too… Aoi often went to the campus with Tora. Even when they have different schedule, Aoi never went to the campus alone.”
“Maybe that was how Tora showed his love to Aoi? Who knows…” Reita said with a bitter laugh.
“I think that wasn’t the case…”
“Oh, really?”
“From the rumor I’ve heard, they live together…”
“What!?” Reita shocked. He was really surprised. He even stopped his step after hearing Uruha’s words.
Uruha looked at Reita. “It’s just a rumor, Rei. I don’t know the real thing.”
“But even if it’s just a rumor, I’m sure that there’s something wrong here…”
***
A/N: I don't feel confident with this chapter. T__T I need comments and critics very much. Thank yoouu~ >////<
Chapter : 3/??
Author : kei_kyuuketsuki
Fandom : the GazettE, Alice Nine
Pairings : ReitaXAoi, ToraXAoi, UruhaxSaga, Torax??
Rating : R
Genre : AU, drama, (a little) angst
Warning : (a little) violence, sexual harassment...
Disclaimer : I don’t own those beautiful boys. They belong to themselves. I only own the storyline.
Summary : that beautiful being catches Reita’s eyes. Unfortunately, the Beautiful Being already belongs to someone...
Comments : I wrote this chapter in 3rd POV. Oh, it’s a pretty short chapter. Happy reading!
Chapter 1: Beauty
Chapter 2: Innocent
VIEW
That day, Aoi waited until Tora walked to his door in that black car and opened the door for him. Aoi got off of the car and he waited again until Tora locked his car door.
“Come on…” Tora took a held Aoi’s hand. Aoi just nodded a little and he let Tora took the lead as they walked into their campus.
That’s Tora. One side, he could be so gentle and full of care. But if something went wrong in his point of view, and he didn’t like it, he could turn into a very insolent person. Aoi had guessed that Tora had some split personality. But of course, Aoi never utter his thought.
Tora memorized all Aoi’s class schedule. Tora even knew if one of Aoi’s classes had been changed or moved to other room. Only some sudden case like yesterday that Tora couldn’t estimate. That’s why Tora wanted Aoi to tell him everything about any change in Aoi’s schedule. That way, Tora could always monitored Aoi wherever he was.
…“Then what the use of the cellphone I gave you if you always acted like this?”…
Yes, that cellphone. Tora bought a cellphone for Aoi, and asked Aoi to get rid of his old one. That way, Tora could always make a contact with Aoi, anytime he wanted to. Only certain people who knew Aoi’s number. Aoi felt Tora had gone too far about that. Aoi felt like he was fettered with Tora’s treatment. Stealthily, Aoi still used his old cellphone. Aoi still wanted to stay in touch with his other friends.
It was white. Aoi’s old cellphone is white. He called it “Chizuru”. The name expressed Aoi’s hope for Tora, that Tora would change, that Tora would love him like other people who love their lover. Aoi hoped so much that Tora would stop acted rude to him.
In the other hand, the cellphone that Tora gave to Aoi was black. With that, Aoi gave “Ogre” for the cellphone’s name. Every time Tora needed Aoi, Aoi had to be ready for him, at anytime. The sound of the black cellphone was a sign for Aoi that Tora would stole his entire time. For that reason, Aoi saw the black cellphone as some frightening thing, and called it “Ogre”. Aoi found the name suited the black thing and its function very much.
After they reached Aoi’s class’ front door, Tora looked at his lover. Aoi still lowered his gaze. Tora then touched Aoi’s chin softly and raise Aoi’s face so that Tora could looked at Aoi’s forehead.
“Good,” Tora said with a smile. “You really do know how to straightening your hair.” Aoi just nodded at those words. “Get in to your class. I’ll pick you up later. Remember, if there’s anything I have to know, if there’s a change like yesterday, whether it’s your schedule or your class room, immediately tell me about it, ok? So that I don’t have to search for you in this vast campus. Understand?”
“Yes, Tora,” Aoi answered with a small nod.
“Good. Now get it.” Tora caressed Aoi’s hair.
Aoi gasped when Tora’s hand almost touching his left side of his forehead. Aoi sigh a relieved breath when he didn’t feel the pain. Aoi walked into his class. Without looking back, Aoi knew that Tora was still there and was waiting until Aoi sat in his chair. After that, Tora smiled. He waved his hand at Aoi before he left the class.
When Tora in the hallway, he saw Reita walked to the same direction with Aoi’s class. Tora, who was still walking, without stopping his step, he looked at Reita.
Of course, from his position, Reita could saw Tora too. He saw how Tora looked at him. Reita felt not too comfortable with that. But Reita didn’t want to make trouble. Reita just nodded a little just to be polite.
Tora looked away. He didn’t respond it. Reita sighed a little and still walked to his destination. When Reita reached the class’ front door, Reita stopped his step and looked back for a while. He saw Tora turned at the end of the corridor and gone. Reita shook his head before he continued his step into his class. He looked inside the class and he found Aoi in his chair. He saw it when Aoi looked at him. But Reita didn’t have the time to give the Beautiful Being a smile, for Aoi just lowered his gaze right after he saw Reita came. Reita caught a glance when Aoi fixed his bangs carefully.
Reita took a sit behind Aoi. Cautiously, Reita patted Aoi’s shoulder. “No need to turn around,” Reita said quickly. “Tora drove you here today?” Reita asked. Aoi nodded. Reita realized that Aoi’s behavior today was more taciturn than usual. “Are you ill?” Reita asked. Again, Aoi just nodded, as slow as before. Again, Reita saw it when Aoi fixed his bangs. It was really weird. Why did Aoi always do that all the time? Reita didn’t know why, and he didn’t stop himself when he extended his hand to the left side of Aoi’s head. Reita touched Aoi’s bangs softly but…
“Ittai!” Aoi screamed and he immediately lowered his head again and covering his forehead.
That scream made few people in that class looked at Aoi. Reita himself was shocked after hearing the shout. When he wanted to asked Aoi what had happened to him, Uruha walked in the class and just took a sit right beside him.
“Hey!” Uruha greeted him.
“Hey…” Reita tried to show his smile. His attention was still taken up to Aoi. “There’s something wrong here…”
“What?” Uruha didn’t understand when suddenly Reita said those words.
“Ha..?” Reita looked at Uruha who looked at him in confusion. “Oh, nothing…”
“Hey, later, I want you to accompany me,” Uruha said with a grin.
“Where?”
“I want to search for a present. It’s for Saga,” Uruha said, still grinning. It was the grin that Reita see as the stupid-grin.
“Oh, yes…” Reita said. Reita nearly forgot that his best friend’s addiction toward Saga, their high school’s class mate. Who would have thought that their relationship will grew stronger until today? “OK…” That was all Reita said.
“Great! After today’s class, let’s go to the mall, ok?” Uruha said with a wink.
*
Mall. It wasn’t a nice place for Reita. OK. That place was crowded and Reita could see a lot of things here. But if he went to that place with someone as over-cheerful as Uruha, that was another story.
Well, Reita really didn’t hate Uruha. He just didn’t like to be someone who couldn’t do anything while his accompanied best friend was giggling to himself. Reita bet Uruha was imagining Saga’s response when he got his present from Uruha.
“Uruha…” Reita called for his best friend for the umpteenth time.
“Hey, what do you think about this one? Will Saga love this?” Uruha asked as he showed a red colored jacket. Uruha didn’t realize at all at Reita’s annoyed voice.
“I don’t know, Uruha. I don’t know Saga’s taste…”
“Then, do you think this will suit him?”
“I don’t know, Uruha…” Reita said with lazily.
“Imagine him wearing this jacket!” Uruha squealed like a school girl.
“Why won’t YOU imagine it by yourself?”
“I did.”
“So?”
“Mm… I guess this jacket will suit him…”
Reita tapped Uruha’s forehead. “Then what are you waiting for!? Just buy the jacket!”
“Tch… if I knew it would be like this, I didn’t have to ask you to go with me…” Uruha pouted.
“Just take the jacket to the cashier. I’m hungry.”
“Don’t eat this!” Uruha said in panic when he hid the jacket behind his jacket.
Reita looked at Uruha disbelievingly. “I don’t have any interest in eating a jacket, Mr. Purple. Now, take that jacket to the cashier, pay it, and let’s search for the closest restaurant before I eat your noodle-look-alike hair!”
Uruha grinned. “OK!” he said cheerfully before he walked to the cashier. Reita just palmed his face at his best friend fast-changing mood.
*
Done with his business, Uruha walked out from the store and catch Reita up outside the store. The blonde was showing off the present that he bought for Saga. It was wrapped in purple glittered paper. After that, like what Reita wanted, they walked inside the mall in searching for a place to eat. As they walked, Uruha just didn’t stop talking about Saga. Reita smiled at his best friend fondness. But something behind Uruha caught Reita’s attention. At that view, Reita lost his entire smile in a sudden.
It was Tora. He was sitting in a café. He’s not alone. Someone was accompanying him. Reita didn’t know who it was. That person was certainly not Aoi. That person was blonde, just like Uruha, and that person was a little short. Reita can saw it from that person’s and Tora’s height differences. Yes, that person sat side by side with Tora. Yes, that person sat so close with Tora. And, yes, Tora treat that person just like that person was his lover.
Uruha felt a little weird when he didn’t receive any response from Reita. When Uruha looked at Reita’s gaze’s direction, Uruha just sighed. He could felt that Reita was a little angry at the view. Uruha could saw it from Reita clenched hand.
In the other hand, Reita still looked at the two people inside the café. The blonde leaned his head on Tora’s shoulder. They giggled at something. It looked like they enjoyed their time very much. If so, did Aoi know about this? If Aoi IS Tora’s lover, then who was that blonde? What will Aoi do if he found out about this?
“Reita…” Uruha patted Reita’s shoulder.
“There’s something wrong here…” Reita said in a low voice without taking his eyes off of Tora and the blonde. They looked too engrossed with themselves to realize that there were two people who were looking at them.
“Yes. Everyone knows that. But this is not our business…” Uruha said.
“Everyone?” Then why Aoi acted like this thing was not a problem?
“Well, ALMOST everyone,” Uruha answered. “You already knew that a lot of people like Aoi very much, right? To make Aoi wanted to break up with Tora, they searched all the information, the bad one, about Tora. But still… after they found out about that-” Uruha pointed at Tora and the blonde. “-they still couldn’t do anything for Tora has tremendous influence in our campus.” Uruha took a glance at Tora. “Come on, Rei. You said you’re hungry,” said Uruha as he pulled Reita and walked away from the café.
“I’m not hungry anymore…” Reita said softly. He let Uruha took him away from the place that pissed him off every time he put his gaze there.
“So, where are we going now?”
“I don’t know… that sight pissed me off…”
Uruha watched his best friend but didn’t say anything. He just took a deep breath and exhaled is slowly. “Ah, there’s one place that has a pretty good menu. It’s not in this mall, but I guarantee you’ll love the food.” Uruha tried to cheer Reita up.
“OK…” Reita smiled a bit. “Oh, hey…”
“Yep?”
“The influence that Tora has… was it all about money?”
“What do you mean?”
“I mean, there are a lot of people out there who hate him. But why he could still stick out until now?”
“Well, maybe… money can make people like Tora has a lot of confidence to face everyone. He could manage people around him using that thing. I think.”
“Tch… if only I could, I really wanted to gather all the people who hate Tora and work together to throw him away from our campus…”
“Wow, wow, there… Reita, what’s wrong with you? Ok, I know that lots of people hate Tora. But none of them wanted to deal or make trouble with him. Come on. Don’t get yourself involved in his business. This is not your problem, right?”
“I don’t know, Uruha… I just don’t really like the way Tora treat Aoi…”
It surprised Uruha. “Eh? What did Tora do to Aoi?”
“Looks like… sometimes Tora likes to harm Aoi…”
“Looks like?”
“Yeah… Aoi’s forehead… this morning… he…” Reita paused.
“Forehead?”
“Well, I can’t say it for sure, though… but Aoi’s soreness was really visible today. I don’t know what makes him like that though…”
“I see…” Uruha nodded. “I noticed it too… Aoi often went to the campus with Tora. Even when they have different schedule, Aoi never went to the campus alone.”
“Maybe that was how Tora showed his love to Aoi? Who knows…” Reita said with a bitter laugh.
“I think that wasn’t the case…”
“Oh, really?”
“From the rumor I’ve heard, they live together…”
“What!?” Reita shocked. He was really surprised. He even stopped his step after hearing Uruha’s words.
Uruha looked at Reita. “It’s just a rumor, Rei. I don’t know the real thing.”
“But even if it’s just a rumor, I’m sure that there’s something wrong here…”
***
A/N: I don't feel confident with this chapter. T__T I need comments and critics very much. Thank yoouu~ >////<