I visited the Commack High School a while back but felt like it was never mine ( Read more... )

To my suprise, I've come to conclude this is the best year of my life come-yet. I'm healthier than ever, happily engaged to the love of my life, graduating high school in three days with a regents diplomia, recieved well over forty five rewards this year alone, and I feel fucking incredible ( Read more... )

During the weekdays, I wake up around six am, ly around for a half hour, decide it's time to get ready for the day and get dressed and fresh. I then walk outside on my porch, sit on my swing and smoke a blunt as I wait for the bus. When the bus comes I put on my full-surround sound headphones, rest my head on the window and fall asleep for the ( Read more... )

I love my new job. I've already met some wonderful people who I feel will stick around for a while, some of which are jamicans. It's so intresting learning about the islands and the different cultures. Just feel really good to know time is moving and I'm moving with it. The money gives great pleasure too. It's much less stressful when you have ( Read more... )

My uncle has been hospitalized for a while now and just found out he's dying from the final stages of aids. My family drove here from Kentucky and stayed at my house for a while. I stayed at Chris' for most of spring break aside from working. Easter was good though, woke up at six am and drove to the beach with Charlie for a blunt ride. I met ( Read more... )

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So things started picking up quickly. Winter finally set in for a few days. I took some time off school to get my mind together about life. (very vague ( Read more... )

My 18th birthday was last saturday, really really nice. Chris went out of his way to make it the best birthday I've ever had. Him and I had a party friday and spent the night together. We lost track of time and at one point I said that it was my birthday. I picked up my phone and it was 12:01am. The first minute of saturday. Couldn't feel any ( Read more... )

..and there's little things in this room that allow me to remember all my old friends from school, and the band they created ( Read more... )