Have you ever tried to look in the past and decided it was just too painful? It's not as if I have a lot of regrets or had a horrible childhood. I mean the relatively recent past. All throughout high school there was a group of us. The four guys who I thought would be best friends forever (bff corny lol) We made it through a year past high school. ( Read more... )

I went to the wedding of one of my best friends this weekend. It was in Seattle and my parents and I attended. After the reception my dad was driving to our hotel room which should have been an easy task. However, Seattle is tricky for people from Yakima and we soon got lost. My dad was really pissed off and he blamed it all on the highway signs. ( Read more... )

Sorry it's been so long. I have decided to retry the whole posting on my livejournal. Today I made to cool realizations ( Read more... )

I met a great guy tonight! I hope that he calls me tomorrow. He is the cutest thing ever!

If you want to instant message me my new name is Vair85 and my email is Vair85@aol.com

Hi y'all. If you live in Yakima and have an interest in the gay/lesbian/bisexual/trangendered community than please join my newly founded community Gay_Yakima. I have been thinking that we need a community to represent us in LiveJournal so I just started one ( Read more... )

I just wanted to let anyone who has been wondering what I am doing, well, what I am doing lol. First of all I want to let you know that I am going to go to college, I will not be one of those kids who never goes back. It is very apparent that being gay has a lot of disadvantages in the world. However in my opinion being gay has a lot of perks as ( Read more... )

Will you please leave the knife in my back ( Read more... )

Are these barren mountains my fate?
Hope's bird flying overhead
Reach for the wall
grasp the cool steel handle
turn the lights off
darkness masks oneness

So, I have been thinking a lot and I don't know what else to do. I am so tired of feeling shitty but it seems like it is just going to be that way for a while. I can usually be happy but every once in awhile "the darkside" takes over and I hate it. Fuck it! I don't care!