Yeah, i'm confused on just about everything in my life right now. i just wish that i could change everything-my job, my car, my place of living, my boyfriend...i just don't know what to do ( Read more... )

well, i dunno what's up with this site, but for the longest time livejournal won't let me do a lot of things. like sometimes i can't see my friends page, othertimes it won't let me see my own jounal or post to it. then even when i can see me friends page, i can't comment on their posts. wtf? i even tried to change my background and stuff, cuse i've ( Read more... )

So, guess what? i actually had a great weekend. i did stuff that was out of the ordinary and it was fun!!! like whoa ( Read more... )

Well, i'm doing good. There's not to much to update about. My life is the same as always...well, minus the school part. i think that i kinda quit. i just got sooooo discouraged after i found out that all of my working my ass off taking 5 classes at once was really for nothing. the f-ing people wouldn't let me sign up for my clinicals so i got ( Read more... )

So, i'm going to bitch about work so if ya don't wanna read this then don't. but yeah....i hate working at lenny's deli. it f-ing sucks. i mean it's cool and all that i did finally get a raise because minimm wage went up, but the people at work are stressing me out. at first connie was being all buddy-buddy with me because supposedly our owners are ( Read more... )

Wow, well for once i actually have some really good news. On christmas eve night, my honey bunny mikey asked me to marry him......and i said yes!!! well to be technical, i like a dumbass, was too shocked and said maybe. LOL! holy crap. i didn't know what to think so i just said maybe yeah... lol. but later i told him yes, but that he'd have to wait ( Read more... )

welp, my life is pretty boring. but there is too much drama for even my mama to write in here. too much about mike, too much about josh and britnay, and keegan and work....i curumba. i'm just glad that i'm not in it aat all ( Read more... )

Ok, so i didn't have my conversation with mike's dad. but i really don't like the man anymore. bastard....it's just the fact that because i'm a girl he doesn't respect me, an di hate that with a passion. i mean i had to grow up with all that sexism from my dad, not to mention the constant abuse from my dad. ugh. i kinda feel bad for mike because he ( Read more... )

Yeah, i haven't updated in such a long time. it feels weird to write in here, but i think i'll get back in the habit. we moved to lorain and lost our computer so that why i haven't really been able to update that much ( Read more... )

So, guess what? my birthday is coming up really soon and i'll be the grand 21. i'm kinda excited but kinda not. i guess i got my partying days out in high school.  which i suppose surprises a lot of my high school mates, considering that i still got straight A's in high school.  it's still exciting though that i'll be of age to buy alcohol, and be ( Read more... )