after all the things that have happened in the last few months... i'm at the point of breaking point. (though it seems that i'm always at the point of breaking point ( Read more... )

last year.. around this time.. I met someone who changed my life forever.

if only that change was good...

what is it about men in uniform that is just so hot?

damn it i'm sick again.. DAMN

"a dream is a wish... your heart makes... when you're fast asleep ( Read more... )

it seems that i have hit the deep bowels of depression as of late. nothing makes me happy anymore and i can obviously see myself becoming more and more distanced from others. i'm not sure if i'm the one that doing the pushing.. or if i am being pushed away. all i know is that right now.. the one person that i actually want to talk to can't exactly ( Read more... )

god.... how scary.. i had a dream last night that i was driving from work in the old bmw ... but that the wheel had shifted to the right side.. and i was driving stick... somehow i lost control and i flipped... HARD... i rolled a few times and when i stopped i smacked my head hard against the right window... shattering it. i dreamt that my head was ( Read more... )

i don't want to see you ( Read more... )

on the night of Dec 10th, 2006 10:28pm my friend and I were on our way to watch the Fountain at the block when we reached (he was driving) the connector from the 73 to 55N. It had been raining quite a bit so I noticed that we were going kind of fast and so i said, " don't you think you should slow... " right when i said that we spun out of control ( Read more... )

can you truly be happy not being with the person you love? can you still go on? can you say that you wont miss them or think about them?

is it ok to not be with the one you love and live on in a lie?

argh... too many korean dramas for me.

it makes me sad knowing that you are the only person who can make me really laugh... and even sadder knowing that you can't be here.