It's hard to stay mad at him. It's easier to stay mad at my fucking retarded roomates. -_- I came home from work last night, starving and expecting the taco soup that I put in the crock pot to cook all day. I was so looking forward to dishing up my dinner and relaxing. The fucking retard, Monica, who turned it off LAST time that I made taco soup ( Read more... )

It's the way at feel at times like these. Note: feel, not really as if I wanted anything bad to happen or us to be apart. When I was on my own, I was a total utter wreck...I honestly can't imagine living without him ( Read more... )

I'm done trying to help and support him. I give everything I've fucking got and he just flings it back in my face. Last night, he called me back and I fell asleep crying. I was so unmotivated that I slept with my contacts in and as a result, this morning my eyes are burning, dry and itchy and I look like I haven't slept. Hell, I FEEL like I haven't ( Read more... )

So I'm officially convinced that Lea is just plain dumb. I came night before last and noticed that there was HALF a garbage bag (of the bags that I bought...) of her garabage. She's the only one who smokes and it had cigarette boxes in it. She cleaned her room finally because her husband was supposed to come home on leave from Iraq. I don't know if ( Read more... )

Okay, so I'm going to apologize for my emo~ey posts lately. I've just been in a really bitter mood cuz of everything going on. I'm extremely lonely (wish Ed could be here for Christmas...) and it doesn't help knowing that I'm going to have a sucky Christmas (as I have for the past 3-4 years...). Christmas is a special time and meaning for me. Aside ( Read more... )

First and foremost, I just spent the last 45 minutes trying to stop a bloody nose while driving. I thought it was no big deal...and I pulled the napkin away. Blood gushed out of my nose. It literally did not stop for 45 minutes and I had to pull over about 5 minutes from home to try and make it stop. Gee, Mr. Wonderful was, as usual, a fucking ( Read more... )

So today we moved our office back into the finished (mostly) building. It's amazing to me because it's not FREEZING. XD There's insulation and two rooms so now I can have some privacy and in addition to that I can start doing massage again, which makes me really happy. In fact, I started this week because Jeff hurt his back (which means my paycheck ( Read more... )

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Note: This is an entry with nothing but bitching. If you would like to stop reading, I suggest now would be a good time ( Read more... )

So last night I went to Albertson's and bought a rotisserie chicken and some instant potatoes for dinner. The chicken was awesome (as usual) and I was pleasantly surprised by the potatoes. After I ate dinner, I passed out for about an hour or two. When I woke up, my stomach was cramping horribly. I had to take a shower, so I got in and got myself ( Read more... )