So much can change in a year. You can fall in love and meet new friends. You can go away to school and travel around the world and back. So many changes in just 365 days can be alot to handle. Sadly though some things may never change. The person you love may never love you back. People who have hurt you in the past continue to hurt you. You may ( Read more... )

It's been over a year since I last wrote in here ( Read more... )

Ok here's the new drama in my life. I wrote my exlover/ex-sexbuddy/worst and best thing to happen to me, a letter the other day. I'm not sure how to go about sending it. I don't know if I'm ready for him to know how he affected my life and really if I'm ready to deal with his reaction to my letter. As of right now it is tucked into my CD case ( Read more... )

I can't believe how low I feel. I finished school, graduation is on wednesday. I turned 18 last tuesday, everything was goin so well then today happend. I've had a headache for the past 4 days i think. I got my nosed pierced on wed. and my head started hurting on thurs. So 5 day headache. I swear I'm going to OD on advil! I cut my hair on wed. also ( Read more... )

I haven't been on here in so long! Wow...so lets see whats going on...Prom came and went and it was so awsome! I put it together which made it a big deal to me, and it was so cool because everyone was so cool about it. And wow alot has happend that I can't even write about cuz it'll take forever. I have a blind date type of thing on wednesday with ( Read more... )

I just got back from Alb. it was so cool ( Read more... )

Wearing a mask. Why do I have to hide how I feel? Hide who I am in this crazy world were no one cares about each other anyways, so why hide for fear that they won't care for you?                               It makes no sense.

Being in love with someone who doesn't love you back is the worst pain you could feel. I would kill myself but I'm ( Read more... )

I hate fighting with people!

I swear I can't stand fighting with people. Today was such a good day then BAM stupid fights and stupid stress. I wasn't even picking for a fight, I was joking with Mike and he got all bitchy on me and hung up on me. and stupid ria and I are still fighting about my being a mother hen and her wanting her pants back. ( Read more... )

Ria and I are fighting and it's driving me crazy... I've realized I can be more of myself without her around but I hate fighting with her. She expected me to change who I am just so we could stay friends. I can't do that.

After our fight I was in tears and called Elisha. He must've sensed something was wrong cuz after I said hi he asked if I wanted ( Read more... )

school has been cancelled yet again I'm having withdrawls as sad as that is to say.

Thanksgiving break was so cool...just hanging out downtown with my cousin eating too much turkey and hanging out with my family. We actually didn't fight this year! It was weird. we usually fight for every and any holiday we're together.

I got into a fight with ria ( Read more... )