I have spent the last year, raking myself over the coals that I was such a horrible person. I honestly felt that the downfall of Sean and I was because of me. However, in leiu of recent events, I now realize that I was just still crazy in love and having a hard time moving on. I am at the point in my life where I know I have finally let go. My ( Read more... )

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My life has been so messed up and I guess I just need to come clean with myself and decided to take a stance on some different issues. One of those issues is who am I am what do I want to be? I know I want to finish school and do the whole medical transcription thing, but I just have been lacking the ambition over the last few weeks. Stress and ( Read more... )

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Well.. my last post probably wasn't the best considering I was drunk as a skunk, and I do mean I was TRASHED. But it things I needed to say to work on the healing process. So for people like Bob and Kevin, even Josh and Robyn I shall fill you in ( Read more... )

This is a post to someone who means the world to me. Sean Thomas McDonough. I am sorry for telling people you cheated on me.. I am sorry. I don't believe it anymore. Sean I sorry for taking you for granted for everything you ever did for me. You cooked. You cleaned.. you worked.. you loved me. Thats the most important you loved me.. ( Read more... )

An empty room can be so deafening ( Read more... )

I see the picture clear now, and the fog has lifted ( Read more... )

I have been waiting to post into my livejournal for quiet sometime now. A lot of things have happened that I wasn't quiet so sure I wanted to open up about in here but I think the time has come ( Read more... )

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