it's friday the 13th. sweet! i feel like complete shit. i can barely move, and my glands are so swollen. i wish i was back in jake's bed sleeping. that was the best half hour of sleep i've had in a long ass time. i can't wait til after work cuz i get to go see jake for a little while, and i'll probably end up sleeping again. that is if doesn't mind ( Read more... )

so i got my grade for speech class, and i have a 75%, meaning (in my mom's head) i'm passing. I'm no longer grounded! yay!!!!!! this is so great. i can finally spend some time with jake. the funny thing is that my mom said that she thought i would get a D on this speech. i ended up getting a B (88.5%). in your face! i'm so happy right now. it was ( Read more... )

well, prom was friday. i had a great time. i got to spend the entire night with jake. it was the best. i haven't spent night like that with him in so long. i just can't wait til june 7th. graduation!! yay! and jake is taking me out to dinner. double yay! i can't wait ( Read more... )

omg omg omg! prom is TOMORROW! i'm so excited. i'm a little worried about my hair and makeup. i just hope that my hair works out the way it's supposed to, and that i don't look like a whore with my makeup ( Read more... )

only 2 more days til prom. yay! i'm so excited. today i have to go pick up my dress from my aunts house and then my cousin cassie is coming over to mess with my hair and makeup for hours on end until we find out what kinda of hairstyles and makeup i'm using for prom. i just hope we find something nice. We had one hairstyle picked out, but that was ( Read more... )

this morning sucked. my mom asked me about my enchilada speech and asked if i really had to make them. i said yes, and she told me that i was going to get a D if i'm lucky. she said i was not preparing myself enough. thanks mom. i love you too. i hate having parents that have no confidence in you. all i have left to do is actually video tape and ( Read more... )

only 4 more days until prom. yay! i get to get out of my house for the first time in about 3 weeks. i'm so excited. still no word on whether or not i'll be able to stay out late, but i'm hoping that i don't have to go straight home cuz that would suck. i think that for one night, i shouldn't have a curfew. i mean, it's a once in a life time ( Read more... )

well, this was an interesting morning. i go to jake's to wake him up for school, and he tells me he's not going. lazy bastard. lol. i still love him. its just going to be a long day since i'm so used to seeing him between periods. oh well. i hopefully see him after school ( Read more... )

the longest day ever, and yet it shouldn't be since we have early release. but today and tomorrow i don't get to see jake between classes, so this day is going to feel like forever. i just saw him about 3 1/2 hours ago, and i already miss him. i know i sound really mushy and shit, but i really don't care. i can't help how i feel. he's everything i' ( Read more... )

i'm so fucking tired. that's about it. i get to leave school early today,so that's good. i have toget my new retainer. yay! not really, but whatever. then i have to get my check from work and go to MCC to take a test. hopefully i pass with at least an 80 and then i don't have to take that class. i also get money back. that's something to look ( Read more... )