lately i find myself staring out windows. it doesn't matter where i am. in the car, at work, at the bar. i'm completely out of touch with what's going on right next to me, and all i can do is look out the damn window. thinking there must be something out there that's worth it. but what if there's not? then what the hell are we even doing here?

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i would just like to take this opportunity to let you know that LIFE SUCKS and i hate the universe ( Read more... )

all i want is for someone to look at me and see a reason to stay
instead of seeing all the reasons not to
are there really that many??

"i'm missing you
or maybe i'm just missing who
i was when i was with you..."i wish i didn't miss that me ( Read more... )

Music is worthless unless it can make a
Complete stranger break down and cry
~Frou Frou

good god, i had almost forgotten how incredibly amazing Presence is. well not really, but 1 year and 8 months is waaaaaay too long to go without seeing my very favorite boys.

*sigh*...J is just by far the cutest darn thing ever. i could just eat him right up! can't wait for them to come back. party at 103!!! hehe. :)

sweet dreams to me.

ARGH ( Read more... )

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO THE BEST TWIN EVER!!!!!!!!!

This is for anyone in the area:

THE TWINS' BIRTHDAY:
- tomorrow night at Jumby Bay in Abacoa...great drinks, great people, great music. We'll be there prob between 8:30 and 9 till i'm guessing when they kick us out. Oh quit your whining...I have to work the next morning too and I'M the birthday girl!!! :P Hope to see everyone out!!!

interesting last couple of days ( Read more... )

right...like i am really going to be able to sleep wondering who that private number was that called. FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!! >:(