too many times i have wondered

[katief1001]

all i want is for someone to look at me and see a reason to stay
instead of seeing all the reasons not to
are there really that many??

"i'm missing you
or maybe i'm just missing who
i was when i was with you..."

i wish i didn't miss that me
if i had never known that one, it would be so much easier to be lonely
i'd have an oblivious empty space
instead of an empty space that knows what it's missing

i wish i could feel the ocean on my feet right now
the loneliness of all that water melting through my skin

"knowing deep inside, you can't provide
what i need from you anyway
but do you know it doesn't change
the way i feel about you at the end of the day

i tell you that i wanna go, but i wanna stay
i wanna stay, i wanna stay, i wanna stay
but i know i'm gonna lose myself this way"