ok kiddies. this is it i think. this journal has rendered itself pointless, so i've started a different one just for myself because that's really what i need. what i do not need is to lead myself on thinking that there are people who read this who genuinely care anymore. i am not asking you to defend yourselves, i am asking you to merely think ( Read more... )

rah. it's like this thing no longer exists. a livejournal is transient, i could delete it tomorrow and it could be gone just like that in a second. everything is transient; people, love, relationships in general... is there really anything you can depend on in this world ( Read more... )

ahhhh ashleyyyyyyy i'm so sorry. i suck at being a person. i'm going to call you when i'm ready which is soon i promise.

i vote that the whole christina community watch eternal sunshine this weekend.
yay!

hmm.
so i don't suppose i do this very often anymore.
i guess i kind of shut down.
hmm.
who knows how to make love stay?

ew. i just went through and read a good amount of my past entries and had to fight the urge to throw up. seriously, what the fuck is this stuff i write about. i'm always like, omg, today this and this and this and omg i'm so emo boo hoo bla bla bla ( Read more... )

it's a sad realization when you wake up in the morning and the first thing that hits you is how alone you are.

there's so much to say. but, as the details are all too personal, i'll leave some really amazing quotes from my favorite book in the world to describe... because i don't think i could if i tried ( Read more... )

i wrote a really long entry, but hey, you gotta love livejournal because it definately deleted it. so i'll start over ( Read more... )

I'm always assuming the worst ( Read more... )