i dont really know my feeling bc there is one thing that is making me really happy =) and also the fact that getting back an old friend that i have truly missed. so that is making me happy. but other people are just not. i dont even know. write notes to make me feel bad, put me on these little tests? who are you guys? good night. worst stressful ( Read more... )

ok well last entry was kinda weird i know. sorry i was just upset when i was typing it half way through. but thanks to my amazing friends i dont care anymore. yesterday i went to church and then to hop and haleys bday party. then iwent to work. it was fun. haha kinda weird some parts. but put me in a good mood =) which kinda creeps me out. haha ( Read more... )

ok so i have been thinking a lot lately. one of my friends gave me a CD. it has some really good songs on it and i have been listening to it nonstop. the lyrics made me think alot so im going to write some lyrcis and waht i thought about it ( Read more... )

ok the last couple days have been gone minus a few minor detials. i have talked a lot with annie and mackenzie i love those girls =) yesterday i went out with katie and michelle. i drove katies car. haha it was funny we went to the mall, starbuck, katies to stalk someone ;-), walmart!! haha i love those girls. it was soo funn!!! so then i came home ( Read more... )

i think i just lost my only true best friend i ever had. im so fucking stupid i hate myself.

edit: see told everyone opening up does NOTHING but cause trouble. its supposed to feel good to get things out well it just made me feel worse. so im ofically done opening up to people starting now.

MERRY CHRISTMAS ( Read more... )

sometime im stupid. im fooled by the people that i think care. just when i think i can open up, im shut down again. screw it im done ( Read more... )

im sorry but from now on this is:

FRIENDS ONLY!!

wow i havent updated this for awhile. a lot has happened since then but dont worry i wont bore you with what happened. haha well i went to camp. the poconos they were ok. i dont like it there but i made the best of it bc i had to be there and i didnt have any other choice. I love the cheerleaders tho. so the last night was the best night with the ( Read more... )

first of all i would like to start out with... where the hell is katie critell? like i miss her and she disappered. well i love u katie whereever u are. haha ( Read more... )