I'm dying inside. I love being poly but sometimes relationships just don't turn out the way they were expected to and it's heartbreaking. Tom and Jenny and I brought up the conversation about having kids and buying a house together a couple of months ago. I had grand visions of a large family filled with warmth and love, a house filled with ( Read more... )

My brain is buzzing with thoughts.......

"'It is only the minority of people who seek self-improvement or personal growth. This is because whatever one's self-criticisms, one secretly really believes that one's way of being is okay and probably the only correct one and all problems are caused by other people's selfishness, unfairness, and by the ( Read more... )

It's October and I love October. It's probably one of my favorite months and it's especially good this year because I've got so many awesome things planned. This weekend is a 3 day weekend for me and I'll be spending it with Onii and Andrea. Next weekend, I work but I'm going on a haunted hay ride with Tom. The weekend after that, I'm going to the ( Read more... )

Woke up in a super snarly mood this morning. I stayed up very late last night working on projects and was planning on sleeping in just a smidge this morning....and by that I really mean just getting 8 hours of sleep. Unfortunately, things didn't go as planned. I was woken up by a wailing kitten at about 6am. When I let the kitten out of the kennel ( Read more... )

I haven't written in practically forever. It's generally a good thing because I usually only write when things are going REALLY well or REALLY badly. Well, this is a "really well" sort of post. I've been working a lot and visiting friends a lot over the past few months. The continuity of it has been nice. I am constantly craving change but ( Read more... )

Everything seems to be going pretty splendidly these days. I have steady work that is bringing in money. It's still not quite enough since I've been taking a lot of time off but I'm getting by. Bought new tires for my car which was a blessing and a curse. It hurt financially but I feel safe driving again and I know that they'll last for a while. I ( Read more... )

Socks is trying to tell me something but I can't figure it out. He keeps coming up to me and rubbing against me and meowing like crazy. This usually means that he's locked in the room and wants me to get up and open the door for him. The strange thing is, the door is already open. When I get up, he leads me to his food dish and starts to eat. I ( Read more... )

Things are looking good in my world. I have 2 trial periods going on with different salons. I much prefer one over the other so I hope they decide they like me. It's nice when you get to choose. Still not sure what my schedule or pay will look like yet. In addition to that, I have 8 new animals to groom this coming week. If I can get just 7 animals ( Read more... )

Cody, of Cody's Cozy Pals where I was employed, decided on Friday that she doesn't want to put the time and money into basically starting a grooming business from scratch. She thinks she could make more money by adding more boarding and daycare in the space that she had set aside for grooming. That means, no more job for me. I could go into detail ( Read more... )

I have a problem. I'll make a plan to do something and then get sidetracked with a million other things. Today, for example...I planned to go to the park for some relaxation and to look for bulletin boards to post things on. First though, I should to check my email. While checking my email, I thought, well, I might as well check my Facebook and ( Read more... )