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i feel better without any friends, thats why i keep trying to make more of them
everything is slowly going more boring, thought i joined an another mcr(other bands too) server which probally wasnt a good idea at all. theres this one person in it too, i hope everything wont happen like it did before december 14th. thankfully i didnt need to change my personality in that server cause the people there are very kewl, a person ( Read more... ) -
this is stupid
today was better than every other day that happend. i still wish it would be even better. i got nobody to talk to so i can just imagine we are talking together laying on a beautiful meadow and the only thing thats giving us light is the moon, slowly dying from the cold. this would be my favourite way to die, especially with you. today i thought ( Read more... ) -
i hate everyone, maybe except you
god everything is so depressing, i miss you so fucking much and im probally going to go cry after writing this entry. i want to end it all, but i dont want to do this to my mom. everyone is just a two seconds happiness, but you were making me happy all the time - now i want to cry thinking about you. i dont think you even remember me anymore ( Read more... ) -
my first 2025 update
ive been getting more depressed lately, now typing this i got a headache again. i miss them, a lot. i need to learn how to live without them but i dont know how. he was the only one for me, but i wasn't the one for him. it kind of sucks. now to make my days more interesting i catfish people as a emo guy named pete. people actually fall for it and ( Read more... ) -
happy 2005
before new year, i had to say goodbye to the boy i love, it was tragic. right now my head hurts it annoying, tommorow i will have to go to school, i got no motivation on going to shower. i really hate it, my mom started listening to mainstream emo which is pretty funny. i started listening to midwest emo, i really love everything is fine by teen ( Read more... ) -
update
i actually forgot about livejournal, i knew ill forget about it but i didnt know when. merry christmas(i almost wrote happy instead of merry). things suck ass those times. atleast not my presents. i got the newest linkin park's cd from zero, 600 PLN, chocolate, 1k robux, 6 cans of diet coke and a super big cd player/radio. im thinking about buying ( Read more... ) -
The band Mindless Self Indulgence is WACK!(actually)
Their songs are stupid and the members are even worse . . . maybe except kitty. I will never defend them at the final point. Jimmy was a child liker, Lyn z send death threats to gerard way & msi fans and Steve cheated on his wife with lyn z. All those nonsense people together in a band made disgusting songs like get it up or pantyshot, i know the ( Read more... ) -
classic yap
i found a fidget spinner hidden in one of my drawers, love using it. my mom had a mainstream emo phase last night lol, she played mcr because she saw my cd's and i also played beat it cover by ptv and northern downpour by patd. she also liked it. also in a topic of cd's ill probally show my collection after christmas because its 100% im getting ( Read more... ) -
mcr albums rating?
i had a HUGE danger days phase when i first became a mcr fan, i used to cry when singing the songs when home alone(reference and it was not a overreaction of me) - still love it. but i always thought tbp was played so many times i didnt pay attention to it, when watching a wwwyf of the album i loved the cancer song and im still sticking with that, ( Read more... ) -
A entry because of my boredom number two
okay i get bored a lot but it's not my fault i got nothing to do on this stupid phone, i would have a lesson with my headteacher right now but since its the last day in my school in 2024 and theres only me and my friend that yaps about anime bc others went to home already as their parents have a letter to the headteacher that they are allowed to ( Read more... )