I think that perhaps more than anything else, I hate being lied to. I may not always like the truth, but I would always rather know ( Read more... )

I have always been attracted to smart people. Intelligence is simply something that appeals to me. Yet that isn't enough to make me fall head over heels. I didn't realize it today but the people that i have always found to be the most interesting are the ones that have the creative spark. The ability to create, be it writing, music, painting, food ( Read more... )

I understand needing someone to talk to. I understand needing to be someplace other than where you are. I understand the need to have people around even if you don't end up doing anything. I understand looking for something and finding it in the strangest places. I understand looking but not knowing what you seek. I understand fucked up ( Read more... )

It's just like that some times.

your voice. does it sound the same? do you read this? does it matter? do I want you to read this? writing with people a round is annoying. roommates rent bills work and werk. death, loss endings and lack there of. time. i wonder what you are thinking. clack clack clack steps on a wooden floor. rental trucks, sorting stuff and moving things around. ( Read more... )

There are some things that go on inside of my head that I can't stop. These are the things that keep me awake long after I should be asleep. These are the things that invade my dreams and fill my head. I am always thinking about something. My mind is always on "GO". It strikes me a profoundly odd when I ask someone what they were thinking about and ( Read more... )

I wrote this because I couldn't get a thought out of my head. It was something I started obsessing over. So anyways here it is in all it's raw and unrevised format.

Not even the end of the world.

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Sunday: I went to work in my greenhouse to day but it was unseasonably warm. Far too hot to be cramped up in my little garden.  I took a walk ( Read more... )

I did a lot of stuff today and in the end I accomplished very little. Sometimes no matter how on top of something you think you are life has plenty of ways of throwing you a curve. Take changing a lock for example. Who would have thought that it would require 5 trips to two different stores, one all the way across town only to find that in the end ( Read more... )

I'm out somewhere and I think that I see you my heart skips a beat. What will happen when I finally do see you?

I thought I had things worked out. I thought I knew where I stood. I thought that I could see what was coming. I was wrong.

I never seem to know the next step in the dance and I have to be ready for anything. What will tomorrow bring?