Well today started off strong and well after that, well I've had better days ( Read more... )

I may now be more confused than before.

If that is possible.

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We shall see what tomorrow brings.

Day and night my thoughts always go to the same place, to the same person. Last night was the first time in awhile that I was aware I was dreaming of her, and even though I knew it was a dream, and that when I woke she'd be gone it was fantastic while it lasted.

Let's dance this dance again and again until we make it end ( Read more... )

What the hell am I doing wrong? What could I have done differently? How did I fail so completely? seriously WTF. I don't think I've been this ready to smash something in almost a year. It's not even and anger that I'm aware of. It's like that moment in Dr. Horrible where he drives a spork into his leg. Gah ( Read more... )

All too often I feel as though I stand outside looking in, and while the words I use can cross the gap I have to build a bridge of stable, safe, and harmless thoughts before I can speak the things I am truly thinking. I want to skip past this slow build, and get right to the point of it all. I want to move past the gap and blaze a new trail ( Read more... )

I mean I had plans, and I also had some things that I had hoped would take place and all of it was an epic fail.

First of all the last time I checked I am not in high school. Why is it then, that some of the people I hang out with act like they still are? Look I don't have a problem with someone being mad at me. Hell chances are that if they are ( Read more... )

This week has sucked. Not just a little. There has been a good deal of hardcore XXX sucking going in in the not at all fun kind of way. Still sometimes that's what it takes to make things move forward ( Read more... )

The act of creating is a type of art ( Read more... )

If you were anyone else I would have given up long ago. All the rules, all the walls, all the things I do to keep from being hurt just don't apply to you. All the mask that I wear drop away.

You change everything. I don't know why, or how.