no, my Smoke Brain last week wasn't "psychosomatic"

[kanzeon_2040]

T wasn't here to see me while it was happening, nobody was. But he told me on the phone the other night that he believed that once I noticed I was having any symptoms from the smoke, that it caused my anxieties to explode into a major panic attack -- that my symptoms were mainly psychosomatic

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[matrixmann]

I try to keep this aspect in the back of my mind too if something doesn't want to work anymore like it used to, or if new health problems appear out of nowhere that don't leave anymore.

Even if the rotting flesh that I'm placed in is still two decades younger than you, I still get impressions like "people, don't tell me I'm still too young to develop X" because it seems to me like this bag of meat here didn't inherit masses of good health.
Being chronically ill (also for so long already) perhaps adds its bit - it's not anymore like "you still got lots of time left until you really get to feel something of it".