at condo, Friday night :-)

[kanzeon_2040]

I had to work until 4pm -- drove here during my lunch hour -- but now I'm chillin' intoxicatin' playin' (with toys) watchin' (porn) etc. :-)

I did manage to lift weights this morning, so that was five days in a row of completely awesome cross training -- yoga, dance, run, hike, lift.  I still feel fat ;-)  But I still fit into my pants, so I don't

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[matrixmann]

I must ask... Aren't you ever afraid that some guy you interact with goes like "I'm gonna make you shoot out every last drip until you beg for release from the exhaustion!"?
'Cause... denial is freaking easy and letting the person boil.
But more mean it is, in my view of things, to be like "oh, you can have it all what you're begging for... But I'm gonna make you get so much of it, your brain and your body is going to be unable to handle it.".
(Was just an ending in a Japanese hentai game - to literally cum to death. It's ridiculous and funny, coming to think of it more deeply...)

[kanzeon_2040]

I think what you are suggesting is called "milking" here - forcing a guy to cum repeatedly, until even the strokes become painful and he pleads to stop.

I've never experienced this! I'm ... intrigued by your mentioning it.

[matrixmann]

A sadist has developed the mindset to recognize the decisive points where and how to hurt people the most...

(E. g. not always violence is the way to go, sometimes you've also got to take the way of subtle psychology. Destroying someone, stabbing a knife in his/her brain and then fucking it whole - to achieve that you've got to go with scenarios of peoples' absolute fears and nightmares and what disgusts them to the bone.)

[kanzeon_2040]

your response turned me on, heh

masochist Bug

[anais_pf]

Ice can also be smashed open with a hammer.

[kanzeon_2040]

Why are you helping, LOL

[anais_pf]

I can't help it! I'm a problem solver!