short prayer. i have misplaced my ipod and kinda starting to freak out. please let me find it in a simple place. a simple world of it's own. with a flashback of where i last had it and no idea where it is, help me, i need more...

I work at 5...close...i think. i need to anyways. Off work Sun&Mon and kinda looking forward to it. I may try to work one ( Read more... )

...And truth be told I'm lying.

Tomorrow should be the day, but it's not. So now I play, single player, the waiting game. I have had <> on repeat for the past .2. days! I can't get enough of it. However, I ::do:: want to think it through. I don't want to, if you don't want to. But I want to.

I lost the exact date, and I wish I didn't

I packed a ( Read more... )

Oh these little rejections how they add up quickly
One small sideways look and I feel so ungood
Somewhere along the way I think I gave you the power to make
Me feel the way I thought only my father could

Oh these little rejections how they seem so real to me
One forgotten birthday I'm all but cooked
How these little abandonments seem to sting so ( Read more... )

Trying to stay upbeat. Work should be good tonight, I pray.

Let's start with yesterday first though:

I had to open the bar at 10am. A volume shift. I didn't leave work last night until 12am. It was such a long day for me. My dogs started barking around 10pm, w/e. Let's just say I was glad to go home last night.

I got to hang out with Jon and Rachael ( Read more... )

I wish you always didn't mean what you say, Your words make it hard and that's when I consider walking away. A year and some months you and I have been by each others sides. A modern day Bonnie and Clyde. You think I don't understand it, and that is when I start thinking too much. However, what you don't understand is that it's your words, your ( Read more... )

I love the "new" feeling.
I like all the feelings of firsts, i like him.

I miss my family.

J. said tonight "he's a good leader oner"
god, my friends are awesome.

goodnight everyone.

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