Originally this post was supposed to be about how I'm glad I'm over Charlie Brown and how I'm kind of glad that I decided to move from a public journal to a more private one. But man I think realizing why Charlie Brown occurred in the first place made it so that maybe, quite possibly, I'm not really over Charlie Brown. What a trap.

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I realize I've been really lucky in my life. And that lately I've been taking it for granted. And I guess I've been a self-centered dick. So maybe it's a sign I need to stop and collect myself. Perhaps that will be my goal this weekend.

Not much to say, week's just getting worse.

Wow, I can't believe I failed NaBloPoMo already...I'll make up for it and do an extra day, and maybe do NaBloPoMo for December as well ( Read more... )

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Wow haven't been here in a while :/ I meant to write part of this yesterday but I got lazy >>;

I was showering and realized I didn't grow up at all like how I thought/wanted to. I thought I'd be taller, not have glasses, not have short hair, and not as socially awkward.

My dad was in the hospital today. He has an ear infection which led to the ( Read more... )

Seems recently things have been getting to me real easily. It's a long way down...

I swear I must sound like I'm on steroids or something getting angry so easily. I need to get out of here and somewhere mpre alone. Maybe a Fortress of Solitude or something. Maybe I could build one. A small fort in the shower No people need the shower. Maybe around my bed. Or in a empty study room. Somewhere quiet and isolated, where me and my ( Read more... )

I am just so tired of people.

It seems like wherever I go there's someone to take care of me. Right now its very much like

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