today was fairly boring, go figure. my 2 cousins stayed the night last night, that's about it. I woke up, made my special homemade cinnamon rolls, and read magazines until it was time to go to my grammas for dinner. it was okay. i got to see my cousin auggy and uncle kevin for the first time in a while. i can't believe that auggy is 20 now!!! ( Read more... )

So, i just found out that my STEPMOTHER reads my journal!!!!! invasion of privacy anyone? OH MY GOD I AM SOOO MAD! she is going to HEAR ABOUT THIS! and apparently she mailed the f-ing LINK to everyone!!!!! OH MY GOD. i am so pissed.

This break has been really boring so far, and we only have like 5 more days left. Oh well, it's good to relax for a change. I talked to Ashlee last night and she asked me to go to a new years eve party w/ her, but i don't know if i will. i don't really feel like being around people....lol. kind of sad, but bums are awesome, right sarah? *right!* ( Read more... )

So, apparently you're not supposed to hate other people, and ESPECIALLY around the holidays. But it's so damn hard! I love Megan to death....I have loved her since we first became friends. So how is it that now i just hate her so much? I mean, I still love her and all, and I'm pretty sure I always will. But the anger, sadness, hurt, and pain ( Read more... )

Weeeell....today was umm...okay. Let me think about what happened: I got some presents from my buds, and like a gagillion (yup, a gagillion) christmas cards...i'm so popular...everyone loves me! well, everyone besides megan, but i'll get into that later. jeff gave me a hoodie and kristie gave me some lip gloss. i got a bunch of candy canes too, ( Read more... )

Man, the weather is nice today! Not unbearably cold, and sunny! Well, we deserve it after yesterday's crappiness. I don't mind the occasional storm, but when it rains all day...well that sucks ( Read more... )

Urgh! What a weird day! I was quite perturbed w/ megan this morning as she let nick TRY and cuss me out (even though i just laughed in his face) and said NOTHING about it.....what a friend, eh? at least i never cuss out nick to his face! lol it was kind of funny cus he was like trying to hurt me but sounded so stupid ( Read more... )

the thought of Christmas makes you cry ( Read more... )

A.J??? Yeah, so last night as we were leaving the bowling alley, I ran into A.J. I said hey and that was it. Yet, today he called me. Why? Apparently he's trying to hook back up with me? Yeah, I'm sorry but there is no way we could get back together. I can't help it, the reasons are beyond my or anyone else's control. Thats just the way things ( Read more... )

Thinking happy thoughts doesn't necessarily make you feel happier. If nothing else, I've learned this. Sometimes life just sucks, and nothing can make it better. Like, right now for instance. Today was such a depressing day....ugh. I went Christmas shopping, and every time i turned a corner i saw something that made me think, "Ooh! Megan would ( Read more... )