If you like me
You must not know me well.
Or you're as twisted
And fucked up as I am.
I won't judge you for it.
I'm fortunate for it.
No one deserves to be alone
Just because their
Ugliness shows.
Just because they're needy
And greedy for love
That won't come.
Everyone
Needs their own fucked up monkey
To love.

Words ignite
And burn to ash.
So hopeless am I
In the task of explaining
My obsession.
The blood in my veins simmers.
My bones ache to be wrapped
'Round limb and sinew.
My skin craves the heat of you.
The depth of you.
The magnitude of you.
My soul is screaming
To return home
To you alone.

The light whithers ( Read more... )

They say until you love yourself
No one else will love you.

I say I cannot love myself
Unless you do.

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Quietly, I coil through ribs,
Wind through vertebrae.
Then sing down the spine,
Like wind in the attic.
I rattle the cage that holds me.
I wrestle the ties that bind.
I've been silent,
But the scream is building.
I'm welding a sword
Of words.
They will come.
And I'll return home.

Just so you know, I fucking hate you. We've been friends since we were sixteen and you have written me off because some fucking third party friend offended you and I didn't stand up for you. WHAT?!! She rushed our goodbye so you've washed your hands of me? You're a stupid cunt. If this is the most offensive and hurtful thing that's ever happened ( Read more... )

Say my name
The way you used to,
When it was new to your lips,
Unfamiliar on your tongue.
In a sigh late at night
When you think I'm asleep.

I want to die ( Read more... )