i feel like everyone has been talking to me less and less...as if im kinda disappearing or fading to black...

who knows?

TWO roads diverged in a yellow wood ( Read more... )

hmm the last water polo game seemed to be the story of my life

it started out good then took a turn for the worst and no matter how much or how hard i tried i just couldnt seem to get things back on my side

and i lose....

again..

i guess atleast i swam a mile.

its an odd feeling when a song kinda sums up how you feeling when you least expect it

hmm i feel like i should dust this thign off or something..

anyhoo i guess ill start to update more often eventually i mean i havent updated since beofre school started O_O

eh oh well

& for this entry im on drugs XD lol another story behind that .. longer update will come eventually these pills got me sleepy

Cause you're sweeter than apple ( Read more... )

and its a good and bad thing

=good=
-get to get out of my house
-ive been going there for the past five days anyway
-swim practice picks up
-get to see mi amigos

=bad=
-school work >.- having to deal with what people say ( Read more... )

Reply to this post, & I'll tell you at least one reason why I like you.

Then put this in your own journal & spread the love.

yeah

things didnt work out

just my luck dont you think?

it sucks =[

but i guess i shoulld look at the positive and try to move on?

=\

starts in 19 days

anticipation to finally find out whats gonna happen is killing me

theres also the anxiety of senior year...heres hoping its fun

so far my only hope is to be optimistic and hope everything works out for the better

but of course in the back of my mind i fear the worst =[

...and it sucks

scores arrived in mail.. kinda surprised O_O

AP Chemistry - 3 (expected a 4 but glad i passed)
AP U.S. History - 3 ( expected a 2 woot i passed)
AP English Language and Composition - 3 (thought i failed.. i was wrong =D)
AP Calculus - 1 (didn't think i was gonna do well cause i felt unprepared big time >.< sucks though ( Read more... )