In which Kaboot is annoyed with herself. Rated 'W' for 'Whiny'.

[kaboot]

Sigh, I will just find any excuse to get myself in a bad mood. Even really, really stupid excuses.

Stupid reason I'm in a funk this evening?

My inability to hold down a roleplay. Or, semi-inability.

It seems that be it the muse or the game or just real life getting in the way - but mostly the first two - something alwas mucks up my ability to join a

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[rayeli]

"I need a cast, preferably one that is willing to ship crazy schlit".

I've been thinking of throwing King Julien over at ink_city actually, but I'm not sure if that'll ever happen. I did see a Skipper there.

[kaboot]

UM IT SHOULD TOTALLY HAPPEN BECAUSE I PLAY SKIPPER THERE.

I'm on hiatus and having some trouble with the idea of getting back, but man, having Julien there would totally give me more reason to get back there. Because Skipper/Julien is one of my Penguin-y OTPs, although... I can't recall if you ship it?

Also, I watched The Three Caballeros a few days ago and totally thought of you and your fics.

[rayeli]

I HAD A HUNCH

Man, I ship everyone with Julien. And anyone with anyone. Skipper/Julien just happens to be my all-time favorite ships since I first started watching the show last year. I need to gauge how well I can handle his voice first. I won't be throwing him in there right away, for the past few days I've been dealing with a virus infection or some shit and it's killing my drive to do anything but sleep all day :( But man, I really want to now.

aaaaaah those fics are bad hnn @_@ I AM SO EMBARRASSED.

[kaboot]

YOUR HUNCH WAS SO RIGHT.

Man, I ship everyone with Julien. And anyone with anyone.
Me too, man. Just about.

ANd yaaaaay, I'm excited about this potential right here. And oh jeez, don't throw him in right away if you're feeling crappy. RL is always most important, and I hope you feel better soon!

Ohhhhh, I like them! I kind of want to write something for Panchito/José now, but I've been having trouble with fic lately. XD

[roll_soul]

If it's any consolation, you're not the only one that feels that way. I loved Disney Dress, and am pretty :\ about it fading. Not to mention some muses just don't work right without a cast, and it's not always easy to find one. I too am still trying to find my fairytale game, which may be a bit surprising to you considering how long I've been at DDD. I dunno. But anyway, I've tried to make the game, and it failed. I tried to run the games, and they failed. I tried to make the dressing room, and it failed. Honestly, I'm not even sure the perfect game IS out there.

I will say this though, even though the fit isn't quite right, I'm happy at DDD. And I'm happy at Ink City. It's not a perfect fit, no. But they're both very nice games, and the people are very kind, so I do enjoy being there.

And eh... if that didn't make much sense/lost the train of thought, I dunno. I'm kinda dead tonight. XD

[kaboot]

I'm sorry you feel that way, too... It's not a fun feeling. I've been in the same boat with trying to make the game at having it die, as you know, and... Maybe you're right. Maybe the perfect game is just a dream, but I do like to keep hoping...

And I'm glad to hear that, at least. I agree that they're nice games with wonderful people. I have been piecing together Baljeet's app slowly but surely, and do plan on returning to Ink City, even if the idea is a bit overwhelming to me... That's just how I am after hiatuses. It's a shame I need them as often as I do.

Sorry you're feeling dead tonight, but for what it's worth, it made sense enough to me!