I haven't written in awhile... I don't even have the link to here in my profile anymore so i don't think anyone reads it ( Read more... )

i'm scared. I'm scared of school of the feelings i'm having right now. I'm just scared. I want a hug and I want someone to talk to but I got nothing... great.

My little beef with the people I don't know: I don't know if you get it or not, but I can't stalk you and freak out about nothing if you make your livejournal/myspace whatever journal thing you use private. Fix that ok? I'm harmless. Really!! I'm just nosy, and I want to know wahts going on in your life, dear stranger ( Read more... )

I almost got into an accident on 75 and it was one of the scariest things to ever happen to me to date... Some guy almost merged right into me... one of those big ass SUVs or something too. I was going off the road and I hit the brakes cause there was no one really close behind me, and he just kept on merging right on in like nothing happened. It ( Read more... )

I'm not good with words ( Read more... )

i mess up... a lot... and for that i'm sorry... and I ask for forgiveness...

Just know I'm nowhere near perfect, and sometimes it hurts because for you I'd like to be...

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I'm actually ok... Seriously... I just need some sleep.

i always feel so empty at the beginning of the week... well, empty isn't the right word... but i miss john a lot... and i feel so much more fragile than usual today....

i'm not gonna lie, it sucks....

Yesterday went by way too fast....

i love you, readers... always

i dont like that bitch of a box switching sides on me....

I can't give up... This next month is going to be really hard, and I can't give up. I'm going to want to and I might hit the bottom, but you can't let me give up... I have one more month... I can make it... I'll still be standing when this next month is over with...

Now, let's just try and get through today, mmkay? My exam won't be THAT bad... I

Sometimes life gets hard. Sometimes you don't wanna do it anymore. Sometimes you want to give give up. Sometimes you're sad and sometimes you feel alone... but sometimes you have to know you can make it to a better day. Sometimes you have to believe that the world can be a beautiful place and that love is real and doesn't just happen in the movies ( Read more... )