[Part 11 - Junsu] -- *sigh* Junsu's detective skills fail him...
Dear Diary,
Yunho is acting funny.
Ever since a few days ago when Jaejoong attacked Changmin, he hasn’t been the same.
He makes weird, almost cold comments to Jaejoong when we’re in the kitchen hovering around Jaejoong while he’s cooking. And then right after that, he’s really, really, really nice to Jaejoong.
He won’t even talk to Changmin. Can’t even look at him.
He keeps coming to me asking me why Jaejoong did that to Changmin. You know. Why he made out with the maknae in his sleep. I keep saying I don’t know over and over, but he won’t leave me alone. It’s starting to worry me.
And he’s completely stoic around Yoochun. Usually Yoochun knows how to get a reaction from anyone. Whether it’s rolling around laughing or chasing after him with a spatula. But he cracks a joke and Yunho just stares off into space.
I don’t know what it was about the Changmin LIP RAPE Disaster, but it’s gotten Yunho pretty shaken up. I think he might be worried about their friendship. Maybe he thinks Changmin and Jaejoong’s bond will be destroyed and they’ll never look at each other the same way again. That sounds reasonable. It was pretty weird.
But Changmin seems to have gotten over it now. After almost a week of barricading himself in his room, he had to come out for food. Jaejoong made dumplings that day.
And when Yunho had to go to the grocery store again after Changmin refilled his week-long empty stomach, he kept looking at Changmin funny before he walked out the door. Then, for whatever reason, he came back a second later and told me to go shopping instead.
I don’t know what he did during the time I was gone, but I’m pretty sure he just kept ignoring Changmin and having mood swings with Jaejoong. Actually, they’re not really mood swings. More like mood tornadoes.
Yunho isn’t normally like this. I don’t think anything ever shakes him up. And if anything does…he’s never this strange.
Why did Jaejoong do that? I’m curious, too, but I’m not freaking out like Yunho. It’s a well known fact that Jaejoong doesn’t think before he acts, but…snatching Changmin’s first kiss…in his sleep? That’s pretty cruel.
Yoochun told me there was tongue.
I only got to the scene of the crime after I heard Changmin screaming.
When I got there, Yunho looked really spaced out. REALLY spaced out. Almost as if Jaejoong had LIP RAPED him, instead of Changmin. (I got the term LIP RAPE from Changmin. It was his new theme song when Jaejoong’s mouth was still fresh in his memory.)
I tried to wake Yunho up by suggesting we take the hinges off Changmin’s door when he locked himself in his room. We decided against it when Jaejoong said he’d come out on his own. Jaejoong was actually pretty nonchalant about the whole thing. I get the feeling that that’s what worries Yunho the most.
Well, at least this whole incident has been distracting my aggressor. I was only attacked from behind once while Changmin was still on hiatus. But I’m sure it’s going to get more frequent now that Changmin is free.
And I’m going to get more paranoid.
Aish. Just when I was starting to relax.
But I’ve figured out one important thing through this whole ordeal.
It’s definitely not Yunho.
He was so freaked out, (And is still freaked out) he wouldn’t have time to worry about grabbing my butt. It doesn’t mesh.
So, it is definitely Jaejoong.
He’s already proved he’s capable of such audacity. Poor Changmin. And now, poor me. I’m going to keep hinting that I know it’s him until he comes right out and confesses.
Oh, I just thought of something.
Yunho’s going to start ignoring me, now. Once Jaejoong shatters the bond of trust and physical boundaries we friends once had, Yunho will get scared again. I don’t know why his first instinct is to ignore Changmin and act like a freak around Jaejoong, but that’s just the facts.
It’s only a matter of time.
I hope Yunho can snap out of it in time to realize that Jaejoong’s wandering hands and tongue are not going to erase our friendship. Changmin got over it. I’ll get over it after Jaejoong promises to stop and I recoup for a while. Yunho should have more faith in us.
Why is Yoochun looking at me funny right now?
My friends are weird. Anyway, I’ll write again, Diary. Gotta call my brother.
~Susu
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