Moving on from this one just isnt happening. I had hoped being two states away with an entirely different family might give me some emotional breathing room. I loathe going back to work Monday, because i know I'll go numb again.. And as aweful as this emptiness is, I'll take it over nothing.. At least I feel...

I dont think I've ever missed kingdom bound as much as I do right now... It physically hurts, I know I need to cry but I can't, not now...

I'm trying to be brave, not be scared... But I feel so lost :(

11 years since high school, I'm content with who I am now, but sad at how aimless and scared those intervening years were...

Weekend: 1...brian: 0

My social skills have atrophied to an astonishing degree

How could I have forgotten how *yummy* brian malko is!!!

I love mornings at work when there's nothing to do, Monday mornings with nothing to do are the best. I can ease into the week rather than jump right on that moving train. Mornings like this are pretty rare for me, either I'm finishing up iPods I fixed the day before or I'm starting in on a new batch. This morning tho was nice and quiet, nothing ( Read more... )

As hard as I try, I can't stop being me :(

So it's been awhile since I posted regularly, here's where I'm at ( Read more... )

Why haven't I been taking photographs?