Like You've Never Seen it Before.

[justshaying]

i found god in myself

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Private to Shay

[artiejabrams]

My therapist gave me this a while back...it's good advice.

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by Dorothy Parker

Razors pain you;
Rivers are damp;
Acids stain you;
And drugs cause cramp.
Guns aren't lawful;
Nooses give;
Gas smells awful;
You might as well live.

I love you Shay. I do. And I was an ass yesterday, but I had NO IDEA and was completely shocked. I'm...still surprised and shocked, but less feeling like you were keeping secrets and kicked me in the teeth.

Re: Private to Shay/Artie

[justshaying]

It's not even what you think. Well, it's not entirely what you think. It's just more...complicated. Either way can you blame me for not exactly sharing? Look at your reaction. Imagine Daddy's.

Re: Private to Shay/Artie

[artiejabrams]

Well...no, but see, like Kurt? I knew he was gay when I met him. No secrets. You? I never would have guessed which...okay, is stereotyping and making assumptions and stuff, but STILL. It would have been less of a surprise if you shaved your head or something.

We're family Shay. Daddy'll freak and then he'll get up in front of the congregation and talk about tolerance and acceptance for all people. That's how he works. And if he loses members of the congregation because of it then he'll make derisive remarks, just like he did when all those people got pissy over him adopting some sillyass whiteboy.

Re: Private to Shay/Artie

[justshaying]

I don't even have a label to give you, Artie. Even if I did this isn't about you. It's not about you and your assumptions and stereotypes. I just wanted you to be there for me like I'm always always there for you. But you weren't because I hadn't told you or whatever.

Even if that's how it works with him. Which, I'm not even sure it will. There are still other people to loose.

[bail_meout]

Have you ever read any e.e. cummings before? He's excellent. One of my favorites is: )when what hugs stopping earth than silent is

[justshaying]

I haven't. I liked that one and I'll trade you.