Private to ShayartiejabramsSeptember 7 2011, 04:00:29 UTC
My therapist gave me this a while back...it's good advice.
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Razors pain you; Rivers are damp; Acids stain you; And drugs cause cramp. Guns aren't lawful; Nooses give; Gas smells awful; You might as well live.
I love you Shay. I do. And I was an ass yesterday, but I had NO IDEA and was completely shocked. I'm...still surprised and shocked, but less feeling like you were keeping secrets and kicked me in the teeth.
Re: Private to Shay/ArtiejustshayingSeptember 7 2011, 04:04:51 UTC
It's not even what you think. Well, it's not entirely what you think. It's just more...complicated. Either way can you blame me for not exactly sharing? Look at your reaction. Imagine Daddy's.
Re: Private to Shay/ArtieartiejabramsSeptember 7 2011, 04:08:34 UTC
Well...no, but see, like Kurt? I knew he was gay when I met him. No secrets. You? I never would have guessed which...okay, is stereotyping and making assumptions and stuff, but STILL. It would have been less of a surprise if you shaved your head or something.
We're family Shay. Daddy'll freak and then he'll get up in front of the congregation and talk about tolerance and acceptance for all people. That's how he works. And if he loses members of the congregation because of it then he'll make derisive remarks, just like he did when all those people got pissy over him adopting some sillyass whiteboy.
Re: Private to Shay/ArtiejustshayingSeptember 7 2011, 04:16:56 UTC
I don't even have a label to give you, Artie. Even if I did this isn't about you. It's not about you and your assumptions and stereotypes. I just wanted you to be there for me like I'm always always there for you. But you weren't because I hadn't told you or whatever.
Even if that's how it works with him. Which, I'm not even sure it will. There are still other people to loose.
Re: Private to Shay/ArtieartiejabramsSeptember 7 2011, 04:24:28 UTC
I'm sorry, Shay. I am. I've NEVER kept anything a secret from you though, I was hurt. I see why you did on this though, labels or no labels and I just...I'm sorry. I freaked out. I said I loved you though before I went in and that is true. Always will, even when I'm being a dumbass. I just...I'm sorry I reacted badly, you're right. It's not about me. I wasn't avoiding you or anything today though, really.
Well, they don't matter. And mom won't care, you're her daughter. That won't change either.
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by Dorothy Parker
Razors pain you;
Rivers are damp;
Acids stain you;
And drugs cause cramp.
Guns aren't lawful;
Nooses give;
Gas smells awful;
You might as well live.
I love you Shay. I do. And I was an ass yesterday, but I had NO IDEA and was completely shocked. I'm...still surprised and shocked, but less feeling like you were keeping secrets and kicked me in the teeth.
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We're family Shay. Daddy'll freak and then he'll get up in front of the congregation and talk about tolerance and acceptance for all people. That's how he works. And if he loses members of the congregation because of it then he'll make derisive remarks, just like he did when all those people got pissy over him adopting some sillyass whiteboy.
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Even if that's how it works with him. Which, I'm not even sure it will. There are still other people to loose.
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Well, they don't matter. And mom won't care, you're her daughter. That won't change either.
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