this is me giving up on people. so here's to corndog and the billions of people on the world. whatever happens tomorrow will affect how i will feel about school. i am quickly  losing faith in school. i cant wait for college and i'm certainly not saying where im going. i'm thinking thousands of miles away. like washington or connecticut. whatever ( Read more... )

i thought i was fine. god shits stressin me out:

college - i dont even know where to start. i mean, nov 30 is deadline for ucs and csus and i dont even know for others like uw and uic.. plus where am i gonna get the dinero?? MOTHERFUCKER.

pics - i see pics of you and ... i cant handle this shit anymore GOD 8 more months and im outta here swear

online ( Read more... )

god i hate this feeling... feeling of absence.

ARA INCHA so i need to start on college stuff and shit argh argh argh im slacking so much this year it's not even funny seriously!!

im such a fat ass.

THE END.

freeak yeahh (7:05:10 PM): you my friend is gonna be homecoming queen 2007
freeak yeahh (7:05:14 PM): [=
iamgreaaaat (7:05:22 PM): in my dreams?
iamgreaaaat (7:05:24 PM): OF COURSE
freeak yeahh (7:05:31 PM): so you do dream about it
freeak yeahh (7:05:32 PM): lol
iamgreaaaat (7:05:37 PM): LOL

i was doing so good in not letting her get to me. until now.

she's fucking screaming her ass off. i would be fine if she's not saying uber-bitch things. things i wouldnt even think off. she's not even worthy of my crying. seriously.

i fucking hate you mom. i hope you get a fucking bullet shot up your ass.

a lot.

Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows = loves it

i dunno how to work this stupid lj cut... click to comment to see the cut.. and some stuff about the libro yo'

so like harry and ginny together in the future? with litter? i saw it coming. like seriously. also ron and hermione. i like how harry had to die before he can kill voldie because well harry is ( Read more... )

i hate it when people ask me shit for their birthdays but when i try to remember what they got me for my birthday.. well nothing comes to mind. not even a fucking happy birthday text. this year i found out who really are the thoughtful people.. i only got three happy birthdays but those are from people i expected.. others? dont even fuckin think ( Read more... )

today i made the biggest splurge i have ever had.  i could still feel the burn it left on my wallet. and my mom is still yapping away about me being "soooo brand-coscious". whatev. i love my MJ bag.

so it's been the third day in a row that i had an ice bath.. a bathtub full of ice kind of bath. I AM NOT KIDDING. Thus, it's a wonder why i don't have frost bites on my legs. like seriously my legs are swollen and everything but after "the bath" they're red as a hooker's vagina on a saturday morning (if you know what i mean). so anyway i just ( Read more... )