I've been busy at work and apparently missed some things in the Nexus. I'm just checking in to say that I'm all right and no longer undead ((NSFW)).

It was an unusual birthday this year. I'm not surprised that Aya-chan had something for me, although I didn't expect to get another gift from her and sinofsurviving, and I suppose I should have expected wireboundheart to have some wonderful plans ((NSFW)), but the rest of it.... I got to spend some time with Ran-chan and Aya-san, received gifts from Ken and NagiMy team did ( Read more... )

feline_casanova has been LOL'd back five years, back to before he met me or even Weiß, and it's stupid for me to be so thin-skinned but the way he regarded me as we spoke upset me. It makes me wonder if I'm incapable of passing for normal. Schuldig said it was more about Yohji than about me, but it still bothers me.

I had a conversation with wireboundheart's Omi that ( Read more... )

I've been happy so often lately. It's not something I'm accustomed to, and I keep expecting something terrible to happen. Any moment now.

Yohji has done so much for me, and at such cost to himself.... I'm striving to be worthy of it. I'm worried about him with his Kritiker.

Gojyo's back, and he's happy for me. Yohji has gotten his seal of ( Read more... )

( Happenings in 2006 Aya didn't post to his LJ officially or ICly )

I haven't seen irrelevant_cat for a while, though I've missed him, but I'm not sure what to make of his LJ gift of mistletoe for my Profile page. The attached note is this:

Hullo Aya-kun,

I hope you can find a use for this.  I found it lying around and figured
you and Nagi could put it to good use.    Happy and a safe Holidays to you.
^_^

RitsukaThank you, but are ( Read more... )

As I suspected would happen, Yohji and Ken broke up. What I should have expected was that Yohji would go to me for commiseration and confession the way Ken has always gone to Omi (though Ken always cut out any risqué details, as if Omi didn't already know everything anyway). Yohji started coming to me during the mobile trailer days when the team ( Read more... )

I really miss Gojyo. Just saying. wireboundheart too. I'm just not out and about enough to see people, I guess.

At least the War with Greed is over. Everyone involved wanted me to steer clear of it and them for a while, for reasons I understand.

I have somehow become embroiled in a high school drama ( Read more... )

Since his discussion with Greed last night, Omi's been staring at our Yohji with this sickly look on his face every time they're in the room together. It's gotten to the point where Yohji keeps asking, "What? Do I have something on my face?" I feel bad for the both of them but can't help feeling darkly amused as well. It's unkind, but I can't help