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Apr 20, 2007 23:42

I was attacked by a bat in the Nexus, and it didn't hurt me but I'm having some very strange thoughts about people. And things. I suspect I may have been LOL'd.

nsfw, kaa, lol, sex scene, yohji

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wireboundheart April 21 2007, 03:49:11 UTC
"What kind of weird thoughts?"

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just_a_murder April 21 2007, 04:06:09 UTC
That... that people who don't understand me don't necessarily hate me. That's... that's a ridiculous thing to assume. And it came out of nowhere, so I'm certain it's not my idea.

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wireboundheart April 21 2007, 13:36:48 UTC
Can Yohji get a hello hug while he thinks about that? He thinks it's perfectly true, but how to get Aya to see it....

"Do you think all the fangirls understand you?"

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just_a_murder April 21 2007, 16:50:44 UTC
::Of course Yohji can get a hello hug, as well as a small hello smile.::

I doubt even one does, nor would they care to. The image they already have in their heads is far prettier than the truth could ever be.

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just_a_murder April 21 2007, 16:52:24 UTC
A very clear and concise one: That people who don't understand me don't necessarily hate me. It came out of nowhere, and it's a very dangerous thing to assume. I can only assume it was LOL'd into my head.

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just_a_murder April 21 2007, 17:06:20 UTC
I spent much of my life assuming that people meant me and my family no ill will but had that forcibly proven wrong. It can be dangerous to assume that even people who are indifferent to me don't mean me harm at some point. I've been called paranoid, yet I've survived many attacks over the last few years that should have killed me.

...getting close to people has its own hazards. They can disappoint you and frequently do. And a lot of times not care a whit that they have or how hurt you feel about it.

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