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Apr 20, 2007 23:42

I was attacked by a bat in the Nexus, and it didn't hurt me but I'm having some very strange thoughts about people. And things. I suspect I may have been LOL'd.

nsfw, kaa, lol, sex scene, yohji

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just_a_murder April 21 2007, 16:52:24 UTC
A very clear and concise one: That people who don't understand me don't necessarily hate me. It came out of nowhere, and it's a very dangerous thing to assume. I can only assume it was LOL'd into my head.

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just_a_murder April 21 2007, 17:06:20 UTC
I spent much of my life assuming that people meant me and my family no ill will but had that forcibly proven wrong. It can be dangerous to assume that even people who are indifferent to me don't mean me harm at some point. I've been called paranoid, yet I've survived many attacks over the last few years that should have killed me.

...getting close to people has its own hazards. They can disappoint you and frequently do. And a lot of times not care a whit that they have or how hurt you feel about it.

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just_a_murder April 21 2007, 17:18:59 UTC
I don't set out to make enemies. Lately I've been trying to tone down any behavior that might inadvertantly antagonize. I'm just cautious about making friends.

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just_a_murder April 21 2007, 17:59:56 UTC
I suppose. I know that I'm not much good at reading people a lot of the time. Even friends joke that I'm an alien.

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just_a_murder April 21 2007, 23:50:20 UTC
I've confided things in you that I haven't confided to many, so you might consider it... flattering. ::small, shy smile::

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