We'll just go by month here.

January -
Come home from rehab. Start drinking immediately. (The plus is I'm coke free for a year now :D)
Mom announces she's moving to Florida.
Mom leaves, my friend moves in.
All is relatively okay.

February -
Mardi Gras occurs. Don't remember much about Fat Tuesday in particular. Too much Tequila.
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what's the first thing jesse does when she gets out of rehab? she goes and has a beer! that's right folks. i went a little crazy and had to check myself into rehab because i'm apparently an alcoholic.

at least my $8000 went to some good therapy on my issues with my mother and older brother

Woops. I slept through my Microbiology exam. At least taking it today was optional and I'll be able to take it on Thursday. I'll just have to make sure I feel well enough to come back to Mobile after my surgery tomorrow. As far as my Spanish exam, I got the greatest news ever. I was hardcore stressing about not being able to study for it and my ( Read more... )

SO not getting off to such a good start today.

Mom calls me at 5:50 this morning to wake me up for school. I've been asleep maybe 1.5 hours. I go to get a cigarette and then try to get back in my room. Guess what happened? I locked myself out of my bedroom. I fought for an hour to get my door open. No luck.

..fuck

My mom had a heartattack today. It's scary how mortality can just sneak up on a person. She got upset with me for getting upset, but what could I do? It's hard not to worry about her a little more than I would have if daddy were still alive. I'm kinda attached to the whole parent thing.

..now i am tired..

I got supar paids this week. $1400 to be prexact. And here I was worrying about stuff. Someone up above indeed does love me.

death by pizza box. i wonder if that's ever happened.

so i got bit by a skeeter. it's the best shaped bite ever.


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holy crap. i had the worst night ever. i drank so much that i passed out on the back porch. i was okay until about 1130. then i lost it. vodka + whiskey + beer + starbucks + pot (which i did not smoke) is bad. god. then i tried to drown myself in the pool. not really, i just jumped in it fully clothed and almost forgot where i was.

how insensitive can some people be? my dead father's sister sent him a birthday card.