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Have you thought about killing yourself in the past?
What started it? When?
Do you still think about it?
How often?
If you don't anymore, what do you think caused you to stop?
Have you been personally effected by suicide?

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I'm filtering the crap out of this journal because what I write is not really worth reading so I don't want to clutter up other people's f-lists with my rambling ( Read more... )

Lying in bed naked with a fat black cat purring on my chest listening to some of my favorite music ( Read more... )

I hate hate hate listening to my dad and Kris fight ( Read more... )

It is 2:15 pm on Monday, April 28th 2008
( There is an inch of snow on the ground and it keeps coming. )

How strange, I smell like Josh. I thought it was because I slept at his house, or from wearing his sweatshirt, but now I realize my sweat smells different, I wonder why. It smells better, like a hippie instead of like sweat ( Read more... )

I think instead of writing this entry I'll take a nap.
I'll just say that I will not be moving in with Kayleigh, but that's alright, I've been spending time the past two days with a very good friend and enjoying it, matters of the heart continue to baffle me and for some reason it's snowing.

If you're over some one, does that mean that you don't feel that crushing feeling in your chest anymore when you think of the person, or does it just mean you've learned to ignore it?

You know how it feels to feel homesick?
Do you know what it's like to feel that when you're in your house?