people lie.

figured it was time for a semi update... i'll pause from my normal lame myspace blog and use a journal... i have come to the conclusion that i will not tell anyone when i have a crush on someone. it seems like whenever i tell anyone that i have a crush on a certain person it gets jinxed somehow. i know i need to just wait and see what happens with ( Read more... )

i went for my permit today. got it. just 35 hours to go before i can get my license.

My fitness goals are different then most peoples... that's it. That's what's i've assessed... seriously that's it. Most people want to lose enough weight so that they look good in a bathing suit... or lower their cholesterol... I just want to lose enough so that my stomach doesn't jiggle when i brush my teeth. That's it... then it's just ( Read more... )

i thought i was happy. i thought everything was good. you always seem to disappoint me. why do you do that? i want to hate you. but i can't.

on to better news... Amanda is having a BOY!!! i'm excited. probably more excited then she is...

i don't want my vacation to be over. i don't want to see you're face.

make the fighting stop. please.

not much new is going on. applied for a new job. if i don't get it hopefully i'll go to farmington in january. still need to get my license. then a car. then a boyfriend. tim is leaving. that makes me sad. we'll have our crying-fest then go on with our lives. jamie is home for the summer. we watched the whole first season of House. great show. ( Read more... )

( i could be a killer! )

so i guess a lot of shit has gone down. i made one comment about something. i probably shouldnt have said anything. and i understand that. but then i get bitched at for something completely different that i didnt do. i dont think that's right. so i guess i'm trying to say i'm sorry about the kyle comment but i'm not sorry for not saying i'm sorry ( ( Read more... )

not that anyone would care but i'm leaving livejournal. no one reads this anyway. no one comments. no one cares. i'll probably keep reading communities and shit but it's stupid to think that people care about what i say. and half the time whenever i say what i am feeling it pisses someone off. so that's it. thanks for reading.

-Jessica