I'm doing ok. I am. I have so many blessings in my life and things to be grateful for. But life this first half of 2014 has been hard. I know we will all have periods of our lives that are hard and so I try to keep that in mind when I am feeling particularly down. I also try to remind myself that ANYONE in my position would probably feel a little ( Read more... )

Been feeling the need to vent for the last several months ( Read more... )

Kenny had his interview last Wednesday.  He felt good about it and all the feedback we received echoed the sentiment that it went well. We're supposed to hear something this week. We haven't heard yet, and its just killing me. I just want to know whats going on, whether we get it or not, just tell me what direction my life is going in. Living is ( Read more... )

Everyone please keep us in your thoughts/prayers tomorrow morning. Kenny has his big interview, he's pretty nervous about it because theres a lot riding on it. I've tried to tell him that I know he'll do great, and no matter what happens we'll still be ok. But... he's determined. So just send good energy out for us. We could really use the help.

Kenny will be interviewing on Wednesday August 26th at 10:30am. Keep your fingers crossed for us.

Ok so today Kenny was contacted for a 2nd interview, meaning he made the top ten of all the people who applied for the job! He will be interviewing Tues or Wed of next week. I don't  know any other details at this point but we'll see. I finally told my manager about moving being a possiblity. She took it much better than I expected. Was very ( Read more... )

K so it turns out we know  nothing more today than yesterday. Yesterdays interview turned out to be  just a prelimenary interview, you know where they make sure you can breath and speak english. Oy. So now we wait to see if they pick him for an actual interview. I just want to know where the hell my life is headed. Right now I don't even know if I ( Read more... )

Kenny interviews tomorrow for the management position. If he gets it we make an extra 32000 a year , but uproot our lives again and start over, something we are both terrified of. If he doesn't get we stay here where we have structure, and safety nets, but little  opportunity and continued financial struggles. I don't know what will happen. I'm ( Read more... )

I find myself at another cross roads in my life. What happens, whichever road, will alter our lives going forward. To go or to stay. Though the choice is not fully ours. It is difficult for an impatient person such as myself to sit on the edge of a chair and listen for a response. But we will see. I have no choice but to wait. Will life plant its ( Read more... )

I've been debating whether or not I want to keep this journal going. It honestly depends on the day and my mood. I've found myself a couple times now getting  hurt or offended by comments left or said. While I appreciate comments, and the fact that you all read my posts, I ask that you also remember this is an outlet for me. And not everything I ( Read more... )