only 11 days until i see my love

11 days till im complete again

its 21 days until i get to see my man ♥ im 1 day past the halfway mark! i havent talked to him in 9 days and its hard, but i know these last 3 weeks of basic are crucial because of all the academic and physical testing. We're booking our flight and im goin got be in Lackland Texas for 4 days<3. WE have to fly into san antonio, but its all good, ( Read more... )

I have seen to many sad eyes look at me ( Read more... )

i just got a phonecall from my love!

hearing his voice makes me happy inside

i think i appreciated that 12 minute conversation more than anything

i still love him and i always will

we could conquer the world, if we could, say that forever, is more than just a word

i miss him more than anything. this distance really has prooven something to me

hes my world

so, nick leaves in a week, its sad but my journal seems as if it is some sad countdown. I'm so used to knowing how i am going to feel when given a certain situation, but this one, i have no idea how it is going to make me feel. and thats scary. its as if all of my emotions are premeditated. 7 weeks will probably seem like a lifetime. BUT at least ( Read more... )

nick and i had our one year anniversary!!!!!!! yay

it was amazing, i spent the night at his house on saturday and woke up with him looking at me "you're so beautiful when you sleep." he told me. We made a homemade breakfast and layed in bed most of the day, talking about all the amazing things we've done and all the memories we have made, we ( Read more... )

summer has come and gone and lifes trials have taught me alot about myself as a person....im sorry that it seemed as if i took a hiatus on you all....things have just been going to quick ( Read more... )

i love this youth because i have found love in it

i damn this youth because people think im too young to love forever.

this is forever

no one should ever call there love vindicated.

you shouldnt have to defend your love. if you have to defend it all the time then you don't have anytime to actually love eachother.

stupid people.

nick and i like to call our love commited..as in always and forever. children.

god i love him.