oh my...i didn't get nervous about the show tonight until some people in class asked me if i was. gah. i frickin love the women in my cast. i forgot how great it is to stand back stage and chat in a stage whisper about things you would never talk about otherwise with these people. i feel like we did a lot of that in high school shows ( Read more... )

i heard a woman speak about how she was raped when she was 16 and is not a lawyer working mainly with victims of sexual assault/abuse.
she said that her trauma helps her relate to others.

i hope that some day i can use whatever i've been through in my life to help others.

ok i did it. i applied to semester at sea.

i have been too emotionally up and down and torn and bottled up and let out and angry and sad and happy and talking...i just need a break, and that is called TV.

http://www.robertkleingallery.com/gallery/minkkinen/ackRead more... )

sometimes i wish everyone liked everyone else. but i know that i just want peace and understanding.

and love.

I think i have a plan for my future. i was confused for a while with thoughts of children, but now i am heading in different directions ( Read more... )

MY BOOBS ARE FUCKING GROWING!!
somebody stop them
they're in the way
C's now....idontwantem

love= you noticing that my coat isn't all the way zipped up and zipping it up to my neck

love= replacing the necklace you lost, with earrings to match

love= waking up after three years to find myself in your arms.

so this is what happens when therapy works.