I'm single again, heart broken and single.

its supremely depressing when you find out that the person you love thinks your clingy and needy, and she doesnt like it. I just want someone to need me as much as I need her...

Is that so wrong?

and I just figured out why everyone sighs when they have heart ache, it makes it go away just for a split second.

When did "gender bending" become main stream?

Does it make anyone else sick to see it because "its the cool thing to do"?

x-posted.

Oh yes... very awesome.

See drewbear for my adventure last night. Oh yes... I love me those goth girls... they are just mm mm yummy. I want one to come to me and do terrably naughty things to me. But thats ok.

And I'm spent :)

I love day old pizza... I just gorged myself with two slices, and may be going back for more. Then I nap for a few hours, and I'm off to philladelphia. I get to see Nine Inch Nails Tomorrow night! Eat your hearts out. I'm so fucking jazzed about going, plus I get to see my sister too... wait, that came out wrong ( Read more... )

I dont really know what to say. I'm alive, and kicking. For all those who actually care.

So yesterday rocked... me and T hung out all day. I'm going to miss her so much when she leaves next week. I dont know what i'm going to do without anyone to run around with and be girly with... I'm going to go insane. So, yesterday we went and did our target run, walmart.. yuck. Then we went tanning, and got pedicures! I loved getting a ( Read more... )

from thanksgiving 1994... I would have been 15. Do you know what I see? A lost girl, not a teenage boy. Am I crazy, does anyone else see it?

It makes me think that I should have done things differently.


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I finilized my plane tickets, cancelled the Maine leg, its the most expensive trip to Denver ever... but it will be so worth every damn penny.

Sorry for my emotional throw-up earlyer, a few smokes, and I'm all better. not really, but its ok.

I'm really looking forward to getting to denver, 10 days, and I'm outa here.