Dude... If I had time, I would so update: Every day I try to in some form, but I just haven't had an inactive moment (for better or worse) since I got here (Yes, I'm still alive (and sorry for those who were rooting otherwise =p)) So.. um.. yeah... as soon as I possibly get all these duties out of the way and ironically, I say, hopefully resume a ( Read more... )

Extremely mixed feelings tonight... a fair part of me is in an almost disbelief state of excitement, while another is accordingly very sad ( Read more... )

Had a crazy late night out with Nate... This entry marks me at less than 24 hours remaining before I leave... Last looks...!

This past weekend in New York City with my sister was great. We did a whole bunch of things, including going to an Usher concert with Kanye West and Christina Milian (which was pretty damn cool if you ask me) and a bit of time out on the streets of the big city now that I'm legal to drink, but mainly, this was a weekend just for me and my sister ( Read more... )

I think it's time to dream of another life...

Well, here I sit in New York City, for two more days, with little time left in Buffalo and the United States (for that matter), once I get back. Birthday's passed, and my preparations are all but complete. Bottom line? (And I say this in part because I've lost so much faith in people) If anyone intends to reach me before I leave, I suggest you ( Read more... )

The Try of the Path ( Read more... )

When you hit rock bottom, you have nowhere to go but up... and you must go somewhere...

The Irony is UNbelievable.....

Just a bit more...

... Just a little bit longer - it's not yet too late:
If I can make them all stronger, perhaps I too will know Fate...

...And today, I find out there's something bigger than myself going on with all of this where I am needed, and as usual, I had to be brought to it in this way, because I'm hard to convince... Anyways, things will work, but only after I take measures to help them...

.... Still... I'm not going to forget all of this... and that was partly the