guys suck. not kidding.. they really do. just in case you didnt know ( Read more... )

i dont like him.

i cant. i dont. no, i wont.

but i love his singing. his voice. his smile. his eyes. his laugh. NO!

i dont like him.

im stopping this now.

"dont treat me, im to blame."

HAHA! what was i thinking?
i do not like him. yeah.

still thinking all the time ( Read more... )

bel canto holiday desserts went really well tonight. even thought staci fainted, and she stands right next to me and i was freaking out in my head. it was all good. and even though miles had to work, bryan was a no show and steven came, but had no seat so left ( Read more... )

FUCK YEAH! I HAVE FUCKING TICKETS TO THE UL/ARKANSAS GAME SUNDAY! ITS GONNA BE TTTTTIIIIIGGGGGHHHHHHHTTTTTTTT!

thank god for december. because 1) it brings christmas and 2)means half way til i GRADUATE! thank god ( Read more... )

i know this sounds lame, but this is how i feel.
i want to be good friends with a guy.
like i have my boys. but i dont know.
like for instance.
courtney-jonathan
sarah/nadia/cj-joe
courtney-corey
and everyone and not me

im lame. oh well.

thinking can do a lot of good. sometimes when you think about something too much, its not good. but in this case, its good. in a previous entry i complained about how people called me emo. and yes, it still bugs me but only because im being labeled when im not one certain type of thing. and yes, i do understand how people could call me emo. but im ( Read more... )

tonight was fun. the crew hung out. i was kind of nervous about going to this girl CJ's house. but it ended up being a LOT of fun... (captions go with the picture below them! :D)
CJ <3

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you wanna be friends with a guy and say "maybe we can hang? call me sometime" and they automatically think you wanna date them. COCKY SON OF A BITCHES! whats wrong with wanting to be friends? fucking stupid.
im cold. fuck.