so i copied off of nadia and made a new lj
because i feel ive changed a lot since my old one.

so im starting new.

add me <3333

hostile_kaitlin

wow. its been like months since ive been on here to talk. and vent.

not going to lie, i missed it.

im not going to catch any of you up.
but i will start off with what im thinking now;

college in four weeks. holy shit.

that and, how should i get my hair cut? any ideas?

<3

im at the hospital in columbus. we are waiting for my cousin chris to get here and then i guess we are turning off the ventilator my uncle is on. its really a sad time. i hate hospitals. its weird, the same exact thing happened to bert. go figure. call me. my cell is on, unless im in the room with my uncle. if i dont answer, leave a message.

december 10th, 2001-grandfather passes away.

september 25th, 2003- bert passes away.

march 5th, 2006- uncle marty passes away.

these past 5 years. wow. intense.

im really excited because i love my two best friends and i get to take them BOTH to the airport tomorrow and say bye to them. im so lucky. they are amazing. <3

i just told one of my biggest secrets in the world to my best friend, and ive never told anymore before, and he understood. and didnt get mad. and was there for me. i love my best friend.

i didnt get the tattoo today. im going friday at noon. thats when my appointment. im excited. and nervous. ahhhhhh. and PS, i am getting the treble clef.

18th birthday... was... ok ( Read more... )

tomorrow is vaudeville. oh my fucking god ( Read more... )

so my friend alyssa is pissed at me.
last night was fucking hilarious.
me+kasey+amanda=high as hell on courtneys porch
we almost got arrested kinda and amanda had weed in her boobs.

life is ok. but thats better than sucky.
and me and eric cant seem to hang out at all.
but i really like him =(

ever have one of those days. where something feels wrong, but you just cant describe it or put your finger on it. its one of those days.

its raining outside. if it were pretty and warm outside,
i'd go play in it.

i just feel something right now.
but i dont know what that "something" is.