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[jthunder]

I had a curious thing happen to me today, tonight. I had the thought cross my mind that I haven't actually loved in a long time, a romantic love. I seperated with Kara in 2010 and I really think she was the last girl I actually loved. I have loved since, but not a true romantic love. I even fell out of love with Kara after a certain time. I am

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[beccabearinc]

Sadly, I think it was the same for me, my dear. I wasn't in love with you...I was in love with what you represented. FAMILY and direction and career ambition. But we did have good times and needed what we had in order to find where we are now, right? Thanks for the good times and best of luck with Renee and whoever else lights into your life. :)

[jthunder]

I agree 100% and thank you for the same. I have extremely fond memories, without you there would have been no Harry Potter or Squash casserole or learning how to dance! At least we both found happiness for awhile and with each other . And I am happily single by the way, spending time with my boys as much as I can before she moves. I have had to re-evaluate my own perspective on things. Maybe a change of scenery would do me well as well. I became someone I did not recoginize and still dealing with exorcising that person. hard to explain......but finding alot of what I was told I needed such as confidence, aggression etc I lost what little of myself i had. different world with an open future.

anyway, ha ha nothing like a ramble..................