jsun_drums
Aug 01, 2010 20:49
I hate being here. I hate everywhere I exist anymore. When ever I get somewhere I just want to leave it.
jsun_drums
Jun 05, 2010 01:20
Tonight's becoming another hard night, full of thoughts that dwell into me.
jsun_drums
Apr 22, 2010 00:37
Am I just delaying the inedible?
I know it is coming
No matter how much I try to distract myself from it, it's still there. It waits to go off like a ticking time bomb.
Perhaps I should just deal with it and get it over with before even more things begin to pile on top of it.
I know I wont though.
jsun_drums
Mar 31, 2010 12:09
I am angry.
very angry.
so angry and frustrated I just want to roll down to the bottom of a stairwell and starve.
It's not my fault I'm angry. It's everything around me that does it.
CHANGE!
jsun_drums
Mar 23, 2010 05:05
I've felt so depressed and short tempered and almost distraught these past days. Is it the drug? or something else?
I can't tell.
jsun_drums
Feb 09, 2010 23:05
I just had an epiphany of what my final project will be in film class!
It will be an animated short of my love painting a portrait stroke by stroke. new design after new design, it will be amazing.
jsun_drums
Dec 12, 2009 17:41
I've decided I'm tired of being nice.
Tired of it.
It's time for a different mindset.
Today I'm changing like everything else.
Now watch me as I shove this alcohol down my throat.
fuck it.,
fuck it man
jsun_drums
Dec 12, 2009 15:50
I fucking hate who I am.
That's all I want to say about that, I don't want to talk about it.