I have a new LJ....the name is empty_promise_5.....

i am soo bored i could milk a cow and find it exciting!

I LOVE COWS!!!!!!!!!! i think it would be exciting! lmao

I can't believe that I passed that up?! Well I'm kinda glad I did. It's all because I was thinking of HIM the whole time....Someone please help with this!

The past couple days have been rough. Well the past week actually. My grandpa died to start it all off. It's for the better bc he isn't in any more pain. But it's weird,bc I just saw him the day after Christmas. It's like a blink of an eye when someone can leave. Then stuff with Daryl. Most of it is my fault though. I made him mad for the dumbest ( Read more... )

"Here's to being single, drinking double and sleeping triple" ... wait.. maybe we can do w/o the last step.. but the others definitely work!

My birthday should be fun as hell! Can't wait!

I never wanted anything more than this. It sucks. I want to re-live that night. Even if it means putting EVERYTHING in my life on hold forever.

I just don't understand. We hung out. It was great. He kissed me. I thought things were going to be great. I guess not. It sucks. His loss I guess..... :o(

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He died this afternoon. It's real tough. The only thing going through my head is the last thing he said to me. He said I was too beautiful to sleep in late and that he loved me. He gave me a big hug. I didn't want to let go bc it was going to be the last time I hugged him and talked to him. Well it's hard and I have to go. I need to think.....

Yeah, this time I'm for sure moving out. I need a room-mate though. If you're interested, let me know. I just don't really feel right here.....