hey i hardly write in this thing so i'll write. lol what a motivation...yeh but i just graduated just tunred 18. crazy. high school is over. wow never thought that day would come but now it has. i'm not sad like the rest just want to live the rest of my life. i hope college is fun. it will be fun what the hell am i saying...lol but yeh ( Read more... )

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hello? well... i'm having a little contemplation about college. let me tell you my situation. they offered me room and board at a school up in fort worth. its not that much but at least i get to play basketball you know. but the thing is its the same as if im going to pan am but not playing basketball. i want to go to fort worth, but my mother i ( Read more... )

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A poem i wrote....i seem to write poetry about a girl, expressing feelings sometimes arent even there. everytime i write a poem it seems to be about a girl. that girl to me is a mirage, someone who isnt there but i want there to be. i dont know if you'll get me, but a girl i made up to give me some sort of compfort to express in my poems. i dunno ( Read more... )

i never update weekly but i had such a bad day i have to update today. today started off with me fallin alseep in the shower. omg how the hell does someone fall asleep in the shower. i'm too embarassed to discuss that. so i came to skool at the beginning of 3rd period. then i have to go to the counsler's because they sent me something in the mail ( Read more... )

fuck we lost! my highschool basketball career is over! wtf am i going to do with my life. i was hoping this day would come later, but unfortunatlly it came tonight. now i have the rest of my life ahead of me. i have to play college basketball. i have to!

hey what's up! everything has been going good. javi is talking to jena now. i think that's cool. i mean if i can't get her, at least one of my best buddies is talking to her. i dont know if i'm talking to brittany because she has a boyfriend. it seems i always pick a girl with a boyfriend. she's bad ass we have so much in common and we can have an ( Read more... )

hey wuts up to everyone. weekend was pretty bad ass. didnt do ne thing special but it was still bad ass. i spent time with this girl i think i'm talking to but i'm not sure. but spendin time with her has been bad ass. i keep thinkin about that one girl though. its kraaaaaaazy. lol like i watched the movie "ray" yesterday and she told me she liked ( Read more... )

SuperBowl Sunday. i really dont watch football but i like the halftime show so i guess i'll watch that. lol man i hate it when people do shit behind your back and u know about it. its eaither u be a man and fuckin tell the person or dont do it. but fuck it. now i dont know if i like this girl or not. a new girl. bad ass. she has a boyfriend though ( Read more... )